2013-07-05 training log

Carbs! Sweet… sweet… glorious carbs!

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 210#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x85
    • 1x5x105
    • 1x3x130
    • 1x3x150 (work)
    • 1x3x170
    • 1x5x190
  • Assistance – DB Incline Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/10/9 x 50
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/20 x 50
  • Assistance – JM Press
    • 3 x 15/12/10 x 95
  • Assistance – Face Pulls
    • 3 x 20 x 45

After 10 days of essentially no carbs, last night I got to finally have some. More on diet stuff below. It made a difference, as you’d expect.

I slept like a rock. Solid 8 hours of sleep. Woke up and just didn’t feel it. I felt… zoned… out of it. I couldn’t kick my brain into gear. Not sure why. But I just trudged along and figured lifting would make it all better. Physically I felt alright. The noticable part for me was not feeling like I was out of gas half-way through things. I distinctly remember my body saying “stop, out of gas, on the reserve tank, so preserve energy and stop”. But no such feeling today. I pushed and felt alright. I do not feel as strong as before all of this diet change, but that’s to be expected.

All in all tho, the session went fine. Nothing glorious either way.

As for diet….

I’m going to essentially follow Carb Back-Loading. So I finished my 10 day start up. Before I started, I was about 240#. I say “about” because the bathroom scale is old and crappy, but good enough. It’s hard to sometimes read where the needle is pointing on the dial, and I honestly don’t recall taking an official “before I start” measurement. So I’m going based upon the last known weigh-in, and even then I know I rounded a bit. It might have been 241 or 242, maybe even 239. But 240 is good enough. And weighing myself this morning (always weigh first thing in the morning, no food), I reckon 233? 234? So I’m rounding it to a simple 5#. I’m sure most, if not all, of this is loss from glycogen exhaustion, the water that goes with it, etc.. Might have lost a hair of fat, but I’m chalking it up to just dietary manipulation at this point. I don’t really count true loss until I’m down about 10# because then you know you actually lost something, not just water weight. I mean, I can flux 5# in the course of a day from just eating, food, and taking a good dump. But from weighing myself during the past 10 days, it’s solid weight loss, just I expect most isn’t fat loss.

So re-reading the CBL book and browsing the forums again, I think the plan will start something like this.

I’m targetting 200# for weight. Is that actually what I’ll weigh? Well, I don’t know because it’s not so much about weight as it is about composition. But I need numbers to go on, so 200# seems good. Why? Well, if I’m 240#, I estimate my body fat is probably 25% based upon some tape measures and looking at some of those visual charts I’ve found online. So, that’s about 60# of fat (gah!), so that’s 180# of lean body mass, and so if 10% body fat is about good, that’s 200#, right? So, a fair target, if nothing else.

With that in mind….

Every day, strive for 200g of protein. No compromise here. Oh sure, maybe some days it’ll be 190 and others 210, but essentially 200. I have to be mindful of just inhaling lots of protein because 250g, well, that’s 50g more, that’s 200 calories more, and given my goal right now, that 200 cals will add up. Basically, I’m going for 1g of protein per pound of target bodyweight.

Fat will be at least 100g a day, maybe up to 200g depending, but then probably only that much on non-carb days. So this is essentially about 0.5 to 1.0g per pound of target bodyweight.

Carbs will be cycled. I will only ingest carbs the night before going to the gym. One possible exception is Friday night, if I know I’ll have a long and hard day at KR Training on Saturday. Using the 5# of initial loss as a guide, I look up in the CBL book chart, then use the formula I read on the CBL forum which says to take that number, multiply by 1.5, then divide by the number of backloads you get in a week (3 in my case). Comes out to about 225g per backload session. And 5# is low. But I’ll explain this in a sec. But basically, it comes out to about 1g of carb per pound of target bodyweight.

Frankly, that sort of simple math I like. If I have to make this a science experiment every day, I’m going to go nuts. Part of why I’m doing CBL is because I think it’ll be something I can manage on a daily basis. Be it this, Mountain Dog Diet, Renegade Diet… lots of the shit is the same. Heck, the latest video from Brandon Lilly and Paul Carter was talking about this very stuff. So point becomes… yeah, I think this is a route that might work for me.

My numbers are low. Do the math. 200g protein is 800 cals. 100g fat is 900 cals. So that’s like 1700 cals a day on my no-carb days. Shit, that’s low. If I throw in the 200g carbs, that’ll be 2500 on those days, which is a bit more normal. And really, if I was training to get bigger, I’d probably have that 2500 every day, maybe 3000. And while I’ve always minded things like protein, I haven’t minded carbs and fats as much. Heck, last night when trying to figure out my carbs to get 200g, I realized that’s a LOT of carbs, at least from the sources I was trying to get it from. But then I also realized how quickly carbs can get out of hand.

Case in point. Wife found this awesome recipe for a “chocolate mousse” thing that was just cocoa powder, maple syrup, a little vanilla, and then avocado as the base. Oh, this is totally awesome stuff. Thing is, I looked at the syrup bottle (real maple syrup, not that corn syrup artificial flavor shit). The serving size was 1/4 cup and you got like 53g of sugar. 1/4 cup isn’t much, and I’d reason most people put at least that much tho probably more on their pancakes and waffles. Now you’re also eating pancakes and waffles on top of that, which is just carbs out the wazoo…. and you wonder where and why we get fat.

But then when I was trying to eat carbs this morning with my breakfast, post-workout, a peach, a banana, and some greek yougurt… and that was enough. And somehow a lot more satisfying not just to my stomach, but also my palette. But yet, that’s all I needed post-workout. Yet trying to cram another 150g or more? Shit… that’s almost work! Maybe I should just drink maple syrup. 🙂

Nevertheless, I know these numbers are low. I want to see what they do for me. Again, I expect to lose some muscle and strength, and I begrudgingly accept that, so long as I do drop the fat. I’m hoping these levels will get me there, and I will adjust if and how I need to.

I figure if I can stay the course until the end of the month, that should be a good time to fall back and assess if this is working for me or not. If so, Labor Day will probably be the next big milestone checkin to see how it’s going. If I can drop 1-2# week, gee… 15# or so dropped by Labor Day? That would be awesome and be a noticeable difference.

Onwards.

2013-07-03 training log

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 2

  • Work Set – Squat (working max: 280#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x115
    • 1x5x140
    • 1x3x170
    • 1x3x200 (work)
    • 1x3x225
    • 1x4x255
  • Assistance – Pause Squat
    • 3 x 5 x 200
  • Assistance – Leg Extensions
    • 3 x 15 x 35
  • Assistance – Crunches
    • 3 x 15/11/8 x bw
  • Foam Rolling

2013-07-01 training log

I cannot wait to start eating carbs again…..

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Press (working max: 145#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x60
    • 1x5x75
    • 1x3x90
    • 1x5x95 (work)
    • 1x5x110
    • 1x7x125
  • Assistance – Press, 30-rep
    • 95#
  • Assistance – Lat Pulldowns
    • 4 x 15/15/12/10 x 100
  • Assistance – Lateral Raises
    • 3 x 12/10/8 x 20 (with a drop set at the end)
  • Assistance – Rope Pressdowns
    • 3 x 15 x 40
  • Assistance – Hammer Curls, 30 rep
    • 30#

Yeah, I’m dropping the 7/5/3 approach. It’s just not going to work on this restricted diet. again, I got half-way through my pulldowns and my body just ran out of gas. Bleah.

I did opt tho to push the final set and crank out a few more than the prescribed reps. I didn’t push it tho… 7 was easy and I just stopped.

The 30-rep thing… well, it was cool on the curls, but I don’t think it’s going to work as well for the assistance pressing. We’ll see. Too soon to tell.

It’s been a week now of “no carb”. Oh sure, I get little bits, but there’s no explicit carb consumption. I about went ape-shit over the weekend and found some solace in a Diet Pepsi and 2 Diet Dr. Pepper’s, then a La Croix raspberry. Oh I hate that shit, but it helped. Frankly, what I really wanted was fruit: granny smith or gala apples, grapes, banana. Or most of all? Cantaloupe. It’s melon season and we just got a fresh-picked one in our CSA box… it smells so good, better than any chain grocery store melon because it was on the vine in the sun until the last minute. But I can’t have. *sigh*

Whatever diet protocol to take, because there’s millions and they’re essentially the same, I still have a few more days of “no carb”. Then restricted. I’m thinking about going back to Carb Back Loading because it’s a protocol that I think can keep me sane and would be something I should stick to, better than massive “fasting” or “denial”. I’ve been doing more figuring on macros, which I think is the real trick for me. Still figuring.

But I’ll say this much… there are pork ribs in the freezer, and they are going to be consumed this coming (long) weekend. 🙂

2013-06-28 training log

Gee… do I have to get out of bed today??

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Deadlift (working max: 360#)
    • 1x5x145 (warmup)
    • 1x5x180
    • 1x3x220
    • 1x5x235 (work)
    • 1x5x275
    • 1x5x310
  • Assistance – Deficit Deadlift (1.5″ deficit)
    • 3 x 5 x 225
  • Assistance – Side Bends
    • Leg curls
    • Crunches
  • Foam Rolling

Yeah, the diet, the lack of carbs… it’s getting to me.

Didn’t want to get out of bed. Didn’t want to walk to the gym. Didn’t want to lift. Didn’t want to do a damn thing. But you do it anyways.

The 7/5/3 approach? Wasn’t going to happen. It may not happen because of the lack of carbs. Or maybe deadlifting. I don’t know… just not happening.

I did all deadlifting, save the top work set, without a belt. I also moved very slowly. I know one problem I have is my knees open up and my hips close. It should be that my knee joint AND hip joint both open up. So like, instead of stiff-legging the weight up, I should be squatting it up, y’know? That’s one reason I’m not upset about the reset AND trying to pick assistance work accordingly. Bottom line: my hamstrings are weak! So today I moved slower to try to ensure proper form, and really be sure to “sit back” and not let the hip angle close… squat it all up.

Oh I felt it.

The deficits? Shit. I thought I might do 5×10 @ 225. Ha! Just wasn’t going to happen. If I think 10 reps are important, I probably should drop down to 185. But it was more important to have the form, to really squat it up. I dunno if I’ll stick with this weight for lower reps or drop the weight and go higher. We’ll see… but I suspect may drop and higher, if that hits my hamstrings more.

I was feeling it back there, so called an audible and did a couple sets of higher rep leg curls superset with simple crunches on the floor. 2-1-2 sort of tempo. Oh, the hamstrings ached after this. I stretched and rolled for a bit before leaving, and I need to ensure I roll my hamstrings all weekend long.

I gotta keep going… .but man… I’m feeling out of gas. The next week is going to be rough.

2013-06-26 training log

Oo… I think the diet is kicking in. No gas.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 210#)
    • 2x7x45 (warmup)
    • 1x7x85
    • 1x7x105
    • 1x5x130
    • 1x7x140 (work)
    • 1x7x160
    • 1x7x180
  • Assistance – DB Incline Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/8/7 x 50
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/21 x 50
  • Assistance – JM Press
    • 3 x 15/12/9 x 95
  • Assistance – Face Pulls
    • 3 x 20 x 40
  • Foam Rolling

So this is the first day upon resetting, and trying a more “7/5/3” approach. Higher volume. All in all, not bad, but I wasn’t into it… just too much on my mind regarding work.

The more interesting thing? After set 2 of the rows, my body told me “out of gas”. My body said no more, we’re done. I wanted to do more, I wasn’t tired, wasn’t exhausted… I think I’m running low on glycogen now (it’s day 3 of “no carb”). My body was just telling me we’re almost out of gas, so you better stop now to preserve what we have. I of course kept going, but it was interesting. Heck, the walk home I was totally drag-assing it and kinda “condition white” spaced out. So yeah, I think I’m nearing the onset of ketosis. Huzzah.

In other news… it was a fun critter morning. Finally saw a skunk… and that owl was back, perched atop the house upon my return. Stopped and watched him for a bit, then he watched me and eventually flew off. I think seeing all the critters in the quiet of the morning is one of my favorite things about going to the gym in the early morning. Almost no people, but lots of cool animals. 🙂

2013-06-24 training log

Ego… it forced my hand, the gears change.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Squat (working max: 315#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x135
    • 1x5x160
    • 1x3x190
    • 1x5x205 (work)
    • 1x5x240
    • 1x5x270
  • Assistance – Pause Squat
    • 3 x 5 x 205
  • Assistance – Leg Extensions
    • 3 x 15 x 35

I had weird sleep patterns over the weekend, so I napped too late Sunday evening and thus couldn’t get to bed properly. Slept like crap. But I knew once I got under the bar all would be better.

For the most part it was.

I did as many sets without the belt as I could, only belting up for the last 2 sets. I liked that. But I could tell… this wasn’t going to happen.

Last couple reps of the last set? I didn’t hit depth. I was afraid of getting stapled. I shouldn’t have been afraid, either dump the bar, or if I only got 4 good reps then so be it. But alas, I didn’t.

In the end, I know it’s all ego. This cycle would have me squat 305 — breaking that 300# mark is HUGE in so many ways. Then if I keep going at 10# per cycle, that means next cycle is 315… 3 plates! Whoa! And if I look at my deadlift, I’m very close to 4 plates. I just want to keep on going! This gets me closer to my 1000# total goal, especially before the end of 2013.

I knew a reset was coming. I think it’s here.

I didn’t want to do it because I wanted to hit my numbers. I want to meet my goal. I don’t want to get derailed from my goals.

But to keep chasing them now is only going to lead to fail in some way or another.

I will get to my goal. Maybe not before the end of 2013, but if I just keep on, eventually I will get there. Does it really matter when? Well yes, to some degree because to get there 10 years from now really isn’t workable. But so long as I see the progress is right and reasonable, I will get there.

But I think a reset has to happen. Not just for the weights, but because…. of my weight.

I’m up to 240#. That’s not all muscle. In fact, I betcha I could stand to drop at least 40# of that — just fat. I’m tall (6’3″) and sure that doesn’t look like much but shit… that’s a wheel! That is a lot!

I can feel it. My gut is not where I want it to be. I hate feeling it when I bend over. I really am in love with AIWB carry and having a gut inhibits that.

I thought about all this really heavily over this past weekend. I think I’ve just been delaying the inevitable pending a good reason, and I think the good reason has arrived.

I don’t like the fat.

I am stalling and need a reset.

I think finally it’s time to let things come together.

So, I’m going to recalculate my maxes, drop back. Strive to build a little more muscle, but still lift heavy. To that end, I might try goign 7/5/3 instead of 5/3/1 — that we shall see. Yes, I’ll just start now. Leave this squat session in the books, and start with my benching on Wednesday.

I’m also going to have to get hard on my diet. This is my killer.

I don’t know what I’ll do precisely. Anabolic Diet? Apex Predator Diet? Carb Nite? Carb Back Loading? whatever. In the end, they’re all about the same: high protein, high fat, almost no carb, but occasionally you refeed on good carbs (and maybe a little junk). I still am not settled on which route to take, because having a protocol that I can follow and fits the other aspects of my life, great. But right now it doesn’t matter because they all basically start the same way: 1-2 weeks of no carb to get the body into ketosis. The main question for me is… how much?

I see 2 ways to calculate it. So if I need 40% protein and 60% fat (essentially) well… I can figure “needed kcals” and that’s supposedly for me something like 4350 a day. Then I figure protein and fat from there? Or do I figure that I need say 250g of protein, then figure that is 40% of what and calc from that end of things? That I don’t know yet…. but htere’s no question, I cannot “just eat” I do need to figure the amounts right…. because the world we live in has been so anti-fat for too long and so has my own diet, that I really need to figure out and ensure I get enough… else I know these dietary approaches fail.

Anyways, it all just starts now.

No figuring. No stalling. No delaying. No more thinking about it and figuring.

I need to do this shit now, because I’m tired of it. 1000# will come, just not as soon as I want…. and it’ll be even sweeter because I’ll be lighter and leaner, with better form, and better overall strength. So hey, life’s journey rolls on.

2013-6-21 training log

30-rep… interesting

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 20, week 4

  • Work Set – Press (working max: 160#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 2x5x60
    • 2x5x80
    • 2x5x95
  • Assistance – Press
    • 95# for “30 reps”
  • Assistance – Lat Pulldowns
    • 3 x 15 x 100
  • Assistance – Lateral Raises
    • 10# AMRAP/RP
  • Assistance – Rope Pressdowns
    • 30# AMRAP/RP
  • Assistance – Hammer Curls
    • 30# “30 reps”

Just a deload day, but I tried a little fun.

I just read this article about a different way to do 30 reps. Instead of 3×10 with like 60-90 seconds of rest between sets, what you do is pick a weight you can do for about 6 reps. Do as many reps as you can (probably 6). Rest for 30 seconds. Pick up the same weight and do as many reps as you can (probably less than 6). Rest 30 seconds. Repeat, and just keep doing this until you total 30 reps.

I thought I’d try it.

I did estimate pretty light, cranking out a lot more than 6 reps on my first sets. But that’s fine. I got the idea. I really liked this. I really do hate doing “lots of reps” with light weight, or going too heavy and not getting enough volume. I want more reps, I want heavier weight, and I like pushing things. This really works to that. I dug it and might keep it around for some of my assistance work. We shall see.

Anyways, that’s about that. Just chugged along and frankly, I’m happy deload week is over. I cannot wait to get back to proper lifting. 🙂 But that said, I know my body appreciates it. I feel better, I got a LOT of sleep this week (much more than usual). It’s all good for me.

2013-06-19 training log

Deload is boring… but so good for me.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 20, week 4

  • Work Set – Deadlift (working max: 395#)
    • 2x5x160 (warmup)
    • 2x5x200
    • 2x5x240
  • Assistance – Hyperextensions
    • 3 x 15 x BW
  • Assistance – Side Bends
    • 3 x 15 x 50
  • Foam Rolling

Deload. It’s boring, but good for me. I even overslept today. Rest, recovery, all good.

I did think about something tho. When the weights get really heavy, my butt comes up first. The weight clears the floor for sure, but certainly I find my hips opening up before they should. I am sure this is primarily a technique issue, but I think it’s also a weak-point. I do not have this problem with lower weights, and obviously the rest of me is strong enough. Again, I do think it’s mostly technique, but… well, it’s something for me to chew on right now.

2013-06-17 training log

Front squats. Interesting….

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 20, week 4

  • Work Set – Front Squat
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 2x5x95
    • 2x5x120
    • 2x5x135
  • Assistance – Leg Extensions
    • 3 x 15 x 30
  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 240#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 2x5x95
    • 2x5x120
    • 2x5x145
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/25 x 45
  • Foam Rolling

So this front squat thing. Yeah… curiousity is getting the best of me. I figured I would try it and see. Go really light, see how technique would go, etc.. What’s the harm on a deload week.

No question… my quads feel it more. I also went VERY deep, so I am feeling it in my glutes and hams a bit too, but not really in my lower back.

I don’t know. I might actually dump the leg extensions in favor of a few front squats. So squat, pause squat, then front squat light for like 3×10 or something. It’s mostly an effort to find the technique, the groove, know what I can do in really good form (esp. staying upright).

Interesting stuff.

Otherwise, it was just a simple deload day. Keep it light and simple.

Gun blarg

I know. Lots of posting about lifting things up and putting them down.

Not enough posting about shooty goodness.

Mainly, I’ve been busy and finding time to write has been difficult.

But I have been working on a deeper  and longer article about “minimum competency” regarding defensive pistol skills. That’ll be posted soon, and probably in parts to make it more consumable. So, fret not. 🙂