Thoughts from Class 3 – Let it go

The last BP2/DPS1 class I helped with at KR Training generated a bunch of thoughts in my head. I thought I’d make a small series out of it.

DAMNIT!!!!!

I do it too.

You’re trying to do something, you’re trying to do it right, and you blow it.

DAMNIT!

See this on the line a lot. Typically it takes the form of a facial wince, head slightly twisting to the side or slightly shaking in a “no” sort of way.

It’s normal and natural to do this. We’re in class. We take class because we acknowledge deficiency in ourselves and want to improve. When we aren’t seeing the progress we desire, we get upset. Totally natural. If you find yourself doing this, well…. you do. While some will say you ideally don’t want to ever engage this sort of negative behavior, that’s easier said than done. Let’s take a baby step in that direction.

If you find yourself getting mad at yourself for screwing up, allow yourself that moment to be mad about screwing up, and then — let it go.

If you don’t let it go, what happens is you focus upon it. You’re now saying in your head “don’t screw up… don’t screw up… don’t screw up again… don’t screw up….” And when you do that you must realize what you’re now doing is focusing on the notion of screwing up! You’re not focusing on the task that you should be doing (e.g. aligning the sights, good trigger press, putting the hole in the target where it needs to be). And so typically what happens? You screw up again, because all you had on your mind was screwing up.

So you mess up. Acknowledge it, file it away for later, chalk it up for learning, then let it go. Let the emotion of the screw-up go, and refocus back on doing what you should be doing. Mentally phrase it to yourself in terms of what you should do, e.g. “OK… align the sights… slow smooth trigger press….”.  Tell yourself what you SHOULD do. If you get it right, great. If you mess up again, quickly analyze what you did wrong, make correction, let the emotion go, and refocus and do it again.

Admittedly, some days just won’t be your day. That might then signal it’d be better to just call it a day and head home. Don’t let that bother you. There’s still something positive to be learned from the experience. Let the emotion go, learn what you can, focus on what you should do.

And you know what else helps?

Smile. 🙂

Went ahead and loaded

After writing the previous entry about the reload recipe primer change, I figured what the heck…. went ahead and made that my 100 rounds for today.

Just got back in from loading them. A few observations:

  • I’m still having bad luck with the Berry’s bullets. I had 4 of 20 get “squished/shaved” during the seating stage. I’m truly suspecting that I got a couple of bad lots, that this is not indicative of Berry’s quality in general. But it’s still frustrating.
  • Using the Remington primers as a “standard”, I found that on the whole the Federal primers were very easy to seat and the Wolf were generally harder to seat. Winchester about the same (maybe a hair harder to seat, but not as much as Wolf).
  • A powder cop die is a wonderful thing. This is the second time it’s saved me… I missed seeing a tiny twig in the case when I first put the case in. The powder cop die registered way high and lo, there was the little twig. It’s very easy to get lulled into ignoring the powder cop because 999 out of 1000 it registers just fine.

Plus, Daughter came out to help me. She helped me clean and sort a bunch of brass. Helps me inspect each round after it’s completed. She pulled the bullets on those failed Berry’s loads. And she likes to pull the press lever, but it’s still difficult for her to seat the primers. 🙂   She’s been coming out the past some mornings to help me or just hang out, and I really love that time together.

I hope to get to the range soon to try these out.

9mm reload modifications

I have my basic 9mm plinking reload recipe. I collected some performance data on it.

I varied the bullets used. Same style of bullets (i.e. all 115 grain, all some sort of round-nose jacketed), but variances like Hornady’s version, Berry’s version, Speer’s version, Precision Delta’s version, etc..  More or less, things performed about the same, as expected, but I only tested velocity. Any accuracy work I’ve done as just been shooting them, and to date they’ve gone where I expected them to go.

I’m about to vary another factor: the primer.

I’m coming to the end of my stock of Remington 1.5 Small Pistol Primers. Other primers I have are Federal and Wolf, and a few Winchester. I expect the basic recipe will work about the same, but hey… why not work to get some hard data on it? So, that’s what I’m going to set about doing.

Here’s what I’m going to reload:

  • The base recipe
  • Base + using Precision Delta bullets
  • Base + PD bullets + Winchester primer
  • Base + PD bullets + Federal primer
  • Base + PD bullets + Wolf primer

I’ll reload 20 rounds of each iteration. I plan to shoot 10 through my XD-9 4″ and 10 through my XD-9 5″. Reason for that is the previous set of performance data did a little through both guns, so to aid comparison I ought to continue doing both. I also shot some Federal American Eagle 124 grain factory loads for comparison as that was all I had at the time, but I’d like to get another factory load that’s a little closer, say Winchester White Box; something that’s 115 grain and a target load.

When I shoot these, I’d like to set it up to shoot off the bench over the chrono and into a target. That way I can be steady, get velocity, and get accuracy readings. But I’m not 100% sure I’ll be able to set this up at the range. If I can’t do that, it may have to be 5 over the chrono and 5 into the target. We’ll see. I’ll hope for the best.

It may take me a bit to get these loaded then get to the range to gather the data… a matter of scheduling. But I do want to do this to see how the primer change will affect things.

Updated: data now posted.

Thoughts from Class 2 – Pressure

The last BP2/DPS1 class I helped with at KR Training generated a bunch of thoughts in my head. I thought I’d make a small series out of it.

Pressure

You have to learn to pace yourself…. Pressure
You’re just like everybody else…. Pressure
You’ve only had to run so far, so good.
But you will come to a place
Where the only thing you feel
Are loaded guns in your face
And you’ll have to deal with… Pressure!

Thank you, Billy Joel.

For many people who come to Defensive Pistol Skills 1, it’s the first time they’ve had to shoot under pressure.

You’ve got instructors hollering commands at you.

You’ve got all this new information you’re trying to process and apply.

We tell you to go faster.

We tell you not to be the last guy on the line to get the shot off.

You feel your own pressure because you want to do well.

You feel that people are going to judge you, be it the instructor or other students.

You can’t help but look at the targets of the other guys to see how they’re doing, and comparing it to your target.

There are so many things going on. And you have to deal with the pressure.

Shooting at the range? There’s rarely pressure there. It’s usually very casual, friendly, laid-back. Taking the CHL test? You’ll probably have some nerves since it’s a test and you want to pass. If you’re coming to Defensive Pistol Skills, you’re taking the first step towards a deeper understanding of “a gunfight”, not just slinging lead with friends at the range on a sunny day. Granted DPS1 isn’t truly a gunfight, but it’s helping to lay the foundation for the skills you’ll need.

And that includes the mental aspect, dealing with the pressure.

Do we as instructors expect you to have it down after 3 hours of class time? No. Do we expect you to try? Oh certainly. But it happens time and time again: you get in class, you get taught a new skill, we want you to apply it, but then we put the pressure on you and you revert to monkey-brain mode and do what you’ve always done. It’s natural. What we hope you take from it tho is a realization of where your skills are, what it is that you fall back upon when the pressure is on, and thus what you may need to do in your own out-of-class practice to help yourself get there. Basically, you need to reshape your monkey-brain response.

What do I find myself saying most often to folks in class? Relax. 🙂

There’s a lot of tension, which is understandable. But tension doesn’t help you. Grace under pressure is what you want, but I know from my own experience that’s far easier said than done. I too struggle with being too tense and having that do more harm than good to me. I know relaxation makes things go faster and better. But I’m human like you and struggle with it. Still, so long as we know it and work to improve it, that’s all we can do.

Just remember: when in class, it’s not a competition. It’s not a contest. It’s a time to learn. We don’t expect you to come to class knowing it (else why are you here?), we don’t expect you to perfect it in 3 hours. So long as it’s evident you’re getting the concepts, that you’re trying, that you’re learning, that’s what matters.

Then when you’re out of class, work to put that pressure on yourself. Get a timer (hey, if you have an iPhone, there’s lots of shot timer apps). Some people take the class with friends, so get together after class and work on those same skills and drills with each other. Consider taking up competition. Sure it’s artificial, but it still will push you.

5 Ridiculous Gun Myths – Exposed

Every so often, cracked.com has some good “lists o’ stuff”.

Today they’ve got a good one, exposing 5 ridiculous gun myths that only exist because of movies.

Good selection of myths, and good debunking of the Hollywood crap.

Thoughts from Class 1 – Trigger control

The last BP2/DPS1 class I helped with at KR Training generated a bunch of thoughts in my head. I thought I’d make a small series out of it.

Trigger Control

When it comes to elements of a good shooting platform, there’s talk of grip, stance, breathing, sight alignment, trigger control. Yes, all of these things can matter, but as Karl is fond of pointing out it’s really the last two that matter most.

Sights matter… maybe. I say that because how much sights matter can depend upon what you need to see in order to hit the target. For the beginner, it’s best to just say “line up the sights” and have them get everything square. But as you progress you’ll come to realize that it isn’t so cut and dry. For instance, needing to hit the side of a barn at 3 yards may not need much sight alignment at all. Trying to hit a 6″ plate at 25 yards is going to need fair lot more of a perfect sight picture. If you want to know more, check out Brian Enos’ book Practical Shooting, Beyond Fundamentals.

Trigger control is the other key part of the equation, and in the last class you could see a lot of issues with it.

What you need to do with trigger control is to move the trigger in a manner that does not alter your sight alignment before the bullet exits the barrel. Easier said than done. Trigger control certainly matters on long guns, but given their size/weight-ratio vs. how much force you exert on that trigger pull, it’s a lot harder to disturb the alignment of a long gun than a handgun. Then when you have a light handgun with a long heavy trigger pull, it just makes matters worse. Ever wonder why the top handgunners with their fancy open race guns use 1911-style guns with very light triggers? It’s all about doing what it takes to make that trigger press as minimal as possible so as to mechanically eliminate as much chance for disturbing the alignment as possible.

The way to start on trigger control is to move slowly. And slow means slow! When you press that trigger, slowly count to three. You want to get that “break” on 3 (or thereabouts… it’s not so vital, it’s just about ensuring you slow down and don’t rush it). All too often there is 1…… 2.3. Resist the urge to do that. Some call it the “surprise break”, that you know the gun is about to go off but you aren’t 100% sure of the exact microsecond in time when it will… just let it go. If you don’t, what happens? You flinch, you jerk the trigger, which moves the gun, and the hole in the target is in a place you weren’t aiming for.

One consideration to make. There was one gentleman in class that was constantly hitting to the left, even with improved trigger control. From what it looked like, he had too much finger on the trigger. He had large hands with thick fingers, so what happened was when his finger was on the trigger the top edge of his trigger finger was coming in contact with the gun’s frame and pushing it to the left. You may need to look for issues like that. Consider how much finger you are putting on the trigger. A good place to start is the middle of the pad of your index finger, then adjust from there: maybe closer to the tip of your finger, maybe closer to the distal joint.

Drills

There are a few drills useful for helping with sight alignment.

In dry fire, you know there won’t be any sort of loud bang. So, in all of your dry fire practice, watch your front sight and strive for it to move as little as possible during that trigger press. One exaggeration is to use the Wall Drill, where you dry fire with your muzzle perhaps an inch away from a white wall (i.e. any surface that gives high and clear contrast between your sights and the background). When you dry fire in the Wall Drill, any movement of your front sight will be sorely evident. Strive to keep things smooth.

Remember: slow is smooth, smooth is fast.

In live fire, the good old Ball & Dummy drill is great. You need to buy some dummy rounds (snap caps, etc.). Mix some dummy rounds into your magazine. If you have a partner, have them load your magazine. If it’s just you, I found putting a little tray of live ammo mixed with dummy rounds on the bench in front of me, then I just avoid looking at things while I reload the magazine (hey, if you peek you’re only cheating yourself). Load the gun, then shoot. When you hit those dummy rounds, if you’re slapping the trigger it will be sorely evident as you watch that front sight get pushed down.

If you are using a revolver, ball & dummy is pretty easy to do. Load the cylinder full. Fire one round. Without looking too much at what’s going on, open the cylinder, spin it, close it. Fire. Repeat until all shots have been fired. You can even vary it slightly. For instance, shoot once, spin cylinder. Shoot twice. Spin cylinder. Shoot twice. Spin. And so on, until all shots have been fired. This can apply for semi-autos as well, in that it doesn’t always have to be single shots… sometimes a string of multiple shots is good because you might get that first shot perfect but it’s the follow-up that you blow.

Another suggestion for live fire is to shoot groups. Set up a paper plate at 25 yards (or even 15 if that’s as far as you can go). Shoot slow fire groups (i.e. maybe one shot per 5 seconds or so? this is not a time exercise). Shoot at least 5-10 rounds into that group before stopping. Take your time, strive to make the group as small as possible. Many suggest to do this drill as the first thing you do in live fire practice AND the last thing you do.

I’m no guru with trigger control. I myself need work. I use these drills myself to work on my trigger control.

Class AAR

This past Saturday I assisted with the Basic Pistol 2 and Defensive Pistol Skills 1 classes at KR Training.

In general, the classes ran smooth. Due to the high heat and high humidity, the classes were modified slightly to do dry-fire in the classroom (read: air-conditioning) to help get some of the basic skills put in place. This has always been a beneficial thing to do and pays dividends when we actually get out on the range.

The DPS1 class was kinda cool for me, because my buddy Charles came out for it (finally got him to a class!). As well, local gunblogger Jay was finally out for a class. You can read Jay’s AAR here.

As I like to do, I point out demographics. BP2 had the typical mix of folks: ages, genders, ethnicities. DPS1 was all men, but otherwise still a fair gamut of folks. It ain’t all old white rednecks, folks.

One thing that did get me about these classes? A lot of things happened, a lot of questions asked, a lot of discussion and observation. It’s motivated me to make a bunch of postings, and I’ll roll those out over the next few days.

Older, weaker, but still wants to shoot

Yesterday I was speaking with a lady about guns. She’s almost 70 years old. She’s dealing with arthritis. She’s small. She expressed a desire to learn how to shoot, but was concerned about her ability to do so. She understands guns go boom, that it’s a lot of stress on the old hands, and in her stage in life well, it’s a concern she has.

So my brain starts to think about her using a gun chambered in .22 LR. It’s not my first choice for self-defense, but it’s better than nothing. If it’s all she could shoot, then it’s what it will be. I started to think about her doing manipulations on a semi-auto, and I’m not sure how do-able that would be. So I think about a revolver in .22 LR, but worry about the long trigger pulls. Granted, all I’m going on at this point was our conversation: we’d do better to do some shopping and range-time together so I could actually see what she is capable of doing.

But I can’t help but think just what particular firearms may be usable by her. Suggestions welcome.

The other thing I think about?

Concealed Handgun License. The thing is, to obtain your Texas CHL there’s a caliber minimum during the shooting portion of the licensing process. After you are licensed, you can carry whatever, but to qualify there’s a minimum. As you can read, I was curious about this thing before. It just doesn’t seem right to have this. Granted, it may be in place to avoid abuse and gaming the system, but trust me… people are gaming it anyways. People shoot with guns that are not carry guns at all. It’s far easier to pass the revolver portion with a big-ass revolver that you can’t carry than it is to pass with a snub-nose that you can. I would argue if you can’t pass it with the gun you’d carry, then you need more training and practice (the test isn’t that hard). And if you game it? you’re just lying to and cheating yourself.

I’m going to inquire deeper about this matter.

Updated: Been discussing and looking around.

As noted in comments. .327 Fed Mag may be an option.

I called the local indoor range that rents guns and they have a Walther PPK/S in .32. While I have my reserve on the semi-auto use, at least it’d be a gun we could rent to see if she could handle .32. That may be where we start.

LEGO Enfield

Someone made a working Enfield rifle out of LEGO.

Can’t embed the video, so you’ll just have to click here.

Yes, you want to click. It’s all kinds of awesome.

Updated: Ah, you knew it had to be reposted to YouTube 🙂