2014-06-04

That went well.

  • Bench Press
    • bar x 5
    • bar x 5
    • 95 x 5
    • 135 x 3
    • 165 x 1
    • 195 x 1
    • 225 x 1
    • 235 x 1

So today was about working up to determine an every day max (EDM) for my bench press.

I haven’t benched pressed in months, and it showed.

First, the incline pressing did not hurt at all. My bench PR is 240, and I know I could have blown by that today, if not for a few things which I’ll detail below.

The 235 went up pretty well, and all things considered, I think it will make a fair EDM. So for the upcoming Strong-15 cycle well… if Wendler did 15# in 3 cycles, I think it’d be fair for me to aim for 245# at the end of the Strong-15 cycle. That will be a 5# PR, and I know I can make it a solid PR.

So what went wrong today?

First, I hate benching like this. When I max out alone, I use the gym’s half-rack/pyramid thing and just put a flat bench in it. At least the catch rails are high enough (low enough?) that if I do fail and have to set things down (or if things came crashing down) it wouldn’t kill me and I do have enough room to wiggle out. But the pegs… one set is too low, I’d be almost half-repping it just to get in position. The other set is maybe an inch too high. I can get things in and out if I roll my shoulders forward, but that really sucks because I can’t start in a tight position — I have to unrack, then settle in, way in, and if I can’t get it right, it sucks.

Second, my grip. When I started doing inclines, I pulled my grip in. I used to bench with my ring finger on the rings. When I started inclines, I set my pinky just inside the rings (so inner edge of ring touches outer edge of pinky). That worked awesome for inclines. Well today I took that same grip, but found as the weight got heavier, my arms in the bicep and elbow region especially, were hurting like crazy. It got to a point where it was almost a struggle to lift a cup of water to my mouth to drink!! That’s not good. Well, upon reflection, it’s the grip. The closer grip, tucking the elbows in, the bar coming lower on the chest… all these things ended up making a more acute angle at the elbow. Now put 200# of pressure on it, and it was like my bicep was a walnut in a nut cracker. Even now as I type this up, they are still hurting. So this took something away. I was mentally distracted, and it was causing enough pain that I think my body was saying “uh… hey stupid! pain! means stop!”. I felt in terms of the lift itself, things were strong and I could have done more… but the pain was too great.

So… I’ll chalk it up as a -10% day. And if EDM is about what you can do even on those bad days, well here we are. Thus why I’m being conservative and only aiming for 245 at the end of the cycle.

Anyways, going to take Friday off and hit it hard on Monday.

2014-06-02 training log

305/430 – almost back where I was.

  • Squat
    • BW x 10
    • bar x 5
    • 135 x 5
    • 185 x 3
    • 225 x 1
    • 265 x 1
    • 295 x 1
    • 305 x 1
  • Deadlift
    • 135 x 3
    • 225 x 2
    • 315 x 1
    • 365 x 1
    • 405 x 1
    • 430 x 1

I’m about to embark on a full-cycle of Strong-15, so I wanted to establish more appropriate maxes. I think I also wanted to see how close I was to recovering the strength I lost this first half of 2014. At the end of 2013, I did lifetime PR’s of 315 in the squat and 440 in the deadlift. So with that in mind….

A few weeks ago I squatted 295 and felt that was good for an Every Day Max (EDM). Worked the past few weeks based on that. So today, I knew I could hit that, and I figured I should be able to do more given I’ve been working. The goal was a quick work up, hit 295, and see how things go. The 295 was solid, so I went 305. The 305 was good. I actually felt I had 315 in me, but to have done that would have been ego. Still, I figure that would have been a 1RM for sure, not really an EDM. So I just stopped at 305 — that’s good enough for figuring. I wanted to leave something in the tank for deadlifting.

I haven’t deadlifted in I guess 5-6 months. I didn’t do much warmup given the squats got me there, but I did some light stuff just to remember the groove. Things went up easily, not feeling it until 365. 405 was fine but certainly I was slowing down. I was actually going to go for 425, but something just grabbed 2 nickels off the rack and threw them on. The 430 went up and was probably close to a real 1RM. Looking back, I’m not sure it’s something I could hit on a bad day. Maybe.

Anyways, there I stopped. So I started to think about how those numbers play, and what to plug in to Paul Carter’s Strong-15 template. What you do is pick a reasonable/realistic goal to hit at the end of the cycle and work back from there. So given that, my goal is 325 squat and 445 deadlift. Both will allow PR’s, and I think they are conservative given what I hit today and then should be able to work over the course of 9 weeks. Part of me thinks I could do a little more given 1. in 5/3/1 land, 9 weeks of work is 3 cycles is 30# jump, 2. what I actually lifted today. But I don’t know Paul’s routine, it may not progress as fast as 5/3/1 or Cube, and I think I can still work things out quite well. If slightly lighter weights mean slightly better technique, I’ll just get stronger in the hole and all those good things. I’d rather underestimate than over, and ultimately whatever… it’ll be a PR, right? Take it, adjust from there, and move on. If I determine I could have taken larger jumps, I’ll know that in the future.

Also, I opted to do today like this because that’s how the template will be: “man-maker”, squatting and deadlifting in the same day. Honestly, I expected my deadlift to have suffered more, but really I just felt warmed up, not worked out. But we’ll see how it goes after actual work days. 😉

All in all tho, I’m happy with how today went, and am excited to get cranking on Strong-15.

2014-05-30 training log

Yes, I’m itching to move on.

Based upon Paul Carter’s Base Building – Mass cycle

  • Neutral-grip pull-ups
    • BW x 2
    • BW x 2
    • BW x 2
    • BW x 1
    • BW x 1
  • BB Rows
    • 135 x 8
    • 135 x 8
    • 135 x 8
    • 135 x 8
    • 135 x 8
  • Meadows Shrugs
    • 55e x 12
    • 55e x 12
    • 55e x 12
    • 55e x 12
  • Wide, Neutral-grip Pulldowns
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
  • BB Curls
    • 60 x 8
    • 60 x 8
    • 60 x 8/3/3 (RP)
  • I know I shouldn’t be doing pull-ups given my past shoulder issues. But I’ve been wondering if alternative grips might help. The gym has a place where you can do neutral-grip pullups… can’t vary the width, but it’s OK for me, slightly wider than my shoulder with. Sometimes I will do one pull-up there just to see (as a part of my warm-up), but today I just kept going. Nothing major, but to me the larger accomplishment is 1. no shoulder pain, 2. no band-assistance. So sure, I only got a handful of reps, but at least it was all me.

    Anyways, since I did that on a whim, I adjusted the rest of the session accordingly.

    But what really distracted me was thinking about what’s next.

    I’m wanting to try Paul’s Strong-15, the full 9-week program. I know at this stage it’s best to do things “as written”. Of course, across Paul’s eBooks, there are 3 “as-written” for the Strong-15, and even then there are more variations. But the main 3 I look at is the one in LRB365, and then the 2 3-day templates in Lift-Run-Bang (“traditional” and “man-maker”).

    I like the 2 man-maker approaches because I think it’ll be novel to try squat and deadlift on the same day. But I have to admit, the past some weeks of having a “back day” doesn’t always thrill me — I like the dedication to the back, but I really like having one main lift each day (out of squat, bench, deadlift, press), and that doesn’t happen with a “back” day. So I like the man-maker approach, but one thing I see in that is something I’ve been thinking about for a while: frequency, and the whole adaptation/super-compensation curve stuff. When I was doing 5/3/1, that’s a program designed around 4-days, but you can do it on a 2 or 3 days/week setup, just means that every Monday isn’t bench press day (it will rotate). No problems, really. I tried 4-days/week and that was too much for me (tho today, with my potential ability for more rest, maybe it could work). 2-days did not work at all, and 3-days worked out well. And even tho I only did a particular movement every 9-10 days, I was working that part of the body every 4-5 days. That seemed to work out well for me for making progress.

    So back to Paul’s programs. Most of it has things worked once a week, which feels too spread apart for me. But I could do something like the “traditional” layout, with his optional 4th day of light pressing, make it a 3xWeek thing, and could that get similar results?

    I have been doing Paul’s stuff for a while now, and I do feel it’s working OK… but I haven’t been doing it on a strength-building cycle. So, I don’t know.

    While I am so prone to think too much about stuff… I think what will be best is to just shut up and follow the program as written. I know this. I just can’t help but think about things. Try it out, get more familiar with the way Paul does things, and see how it works for me. It may not work, and it’s better to know that, than to always fall back to the same old thing because who knows — it may work out better!

    I will probably follow the LRB365 setup.

    So next week, I’m going to adjust my routine to figure out working maxes.

    One month down – looking back

    So it’s been a month (more or less) since I entered the world of self-employment.

    I still don’t know how to officially classify myself. Am I a consultant? A freelancer?  Am I an indie(pendent) software developer? Am I self-employed? Or am I really a full-time employee of Hsoi Enterprises LLC? Sometimes it’s easier to say one thing to people, but then no matter what I say, there’s always explanation. Then when there are forms to fill out, sometimes it feels like saying one thing is more appropriate, then sometimes it’s another. Or like filling out a medical form in the insurance part, I have medical insurance, but I pay for it out of my own pocket (oye!); but the form asks for “employer” assuming the medical plan comes via your employer (which it might, eventually).  But whatever and however I actually classify myself….

    The key factor is… was this a wise decision? 🙂

    I still don’t know. Ask me again in a few months. But so far, I’m saying “yes”.

    Income of course isn’t steady nor what it was when I had that regular semi-monthly paycheck. That’s taken some adjustment and getting used to. There’s a different rhythm now. I used to pay bills at a certain time, and pay certain bills at certain times, dictated by when the paycheck came in. But now? Doesn’t matter… just pay the thing because there’s no juggling. More importantly, don’t FORGET to pay the thing, because the semi-monthly rhythm isn’t there. I am living off savings for now, and it won’t last forever. But work is underway to remedy this… it will just take time.

    My mental, physical, and emotional health is improving. No question I’m getting more sleep. I’m still struggling to find a daily groove, but I think something is settling in. For the past 2 years I went to bed around 8pm and woke up around 3am. That wasn’t my choice, that was the evolution. Going to the gym is a morning thing, so I needed to allot time for that. Then there was the hell of commute traffic, which was a key factor to avoid because 1. I hate it, 2. sitting in traffic and commuting is a massive waste of precious time, IMHO. So I structured life to minimize traffic, which meant being out the door by 6:25am (yes, you had to be out before 6:30 because the rest of the world aimed for 6:30; get just 5 minutes ahead of the rest of the world and it makes a big difference — a rule that can be generalized to the rest of life). And so with all of that adding up, it pushed me to a 3am wake up.

    I’m still getting up early, because I still like going to the gym early, when it’s empty. Prior to the gym (4+ years ago), I stayed on a fairly natural clock with the sunrise and such. But now? I find myself wanting to sleep in but forcing myself to get up somewhat early, because of my desire to get to the gym when it’s empty. This is something I am undecided on — to try to keep to a semi-strict schedule, or to just ignore it, wake when I do, and then go to the gym regardless of time. But at least, I’m not intentionally waking at 3am, and no more alarm clock for sure. That’s huge.

    I nap a lot. That’s been immeasurable in benefit. I knew my plantar fasciitis just needed time and rest to go away; today, I might feel a little stiff when I wake up, but that’s about it. Huzzah!

    I am happier. I’m able to focus on my work, not having to struggle to find time here and there for the projects that I enjoy. I released an update to PanemQuotidianum, I’m almost ready to release a long-overdue update to the DR Performance Practice Deck for iOS (and yes, more is planned beyond this update). I’m still doing contract work for Bar-Z Adventures (the prior day job). I’ve got a solid project of a new app on deck (and I’m very excited to start work on it). And I’m talking with various groups about other future projects. So… not bad. Just gotta turn this work into income. 😉

    Being home has been wonderful. I can tell you the past month has been good for everyone in the household. Family is vital to me, and this has been wonderful.

    Of course, it’s not all good. Not a single day has gone by where I didn’t do some work. Most days are working a lot, tho I break the work day up; maybe there’s a nap after lunch, then I can start work in the afternoon far more refreshed (vs. having to be locked-down for 9 hours straight, that’s hardly productive). I’ll also work in the evening, reading, researching, or testing on the iPad while lying in bed. Work is fairly perpetual. But I’m OK with this. I think I’ve only had 1 day that I might classify as a “day off”, but I was out at the KR Training facility helping Oldest care for the grounds (mowing, painting steel, etc.). It wasn’t a total day off because I did work for Bar-Z a little bit, but I chalk it up as a day off since I did spend a few hours shooting, and the overall majority of the day was spent not doing Hsoi Enterprises work.

    And that… is something I have to mind. Every day that I keep going, that I keep slinging code, is a day I get deeper into it. It becomes harder to emerge from it, which can be bad when there are things to do. Chores around the house, bills to pay, Wife to go on a date with. So I have to be mindful. Before I officially started this, I happened to listen to a RayWenderlich.com podcast (ep. 5) about life as an indie developer. The guest spoke about how he tried to keep to a M-F 9-5 work schedule, because it was far too easy to have life become work otherwise. I understand that from my prior 12 years working from home. But yet, it’s totally different when it’s YOUR baby and there’s no guarantee of a paycheck unless you’re slinging code. Plus, when you’re so in love with the work you’re doing, when the ideas and thinking keeps going, you don’t want to stop. Interestingly, I’ve started to look at the clock in terms of “billable hours” and every hour, every 15 minutes, start to feel a different sort of value and pressure. Probably not healthy, but a number of my in-laws have run their own businesses and have told me you get over that in time. 🙂

    Reminds me… my truck needs an oil change, and I think the rear differential gearbox has a small leak. Hopefully that will just require a new gasket.

    So yes, I’m still working to find balance. Still working to find my groove.

    But overall? Things are good. I do not regret the decision. I feel overall happier and healthier, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I’m excited about the work I’m doing, and the business I’m trying to build. I sometimes wish there were two of me (so the other one could handle the boring stuff, like accounting, sales, marketing, contracts, paperwork, etc.). But it’s one heck of an experience.

    For the record, I lean towards “Indie Software Developer”… it sounds cool. 🙂

    2014-05-28 training log

    Based upon Paul Carter’s Base Building – Mass cycle

    • Squat – working max: 295
      • BW x 10
      • BW x 10
      • bar x 5
      • bar x 5
      • 120 x 5
      • 150 x 4
      • 175 x 3
      • 225 x 2
      • 250 x 1
      • 215 x 11
      • 215 x 6

    Jack shit day. Squat, leave.

    In other news the new Crowbar album, “Symmetry in Black” is out and is awesome music to lift by.

    Do you know what a “Livestock Guardian Dog” is? Let Sasha explain…

    My dog, Sasha, is a Kuvasz.

    More cute than intimidating (for now…)

    The Kuvasz is a breed classified as a Livestock Guardian Dog, or LGD for short.

    Often when we discuss this breed or LGDs, people think about herding dogs like Border Collies. No, LGDs aren’t there to herd, they’re there to protect the herd. They aren’t guard dogs either, in the commonly understood sense, like a Doberman, but still they are guards and guardians. They are something unique, but not well-known.

    Cody & Liesl Lockhart of the Candll Lamb & Cattle Co. provide a great introduction and understanding of what LGDs are and their role.

    [vimeo 60354527]

    Here in Central Texas, I see a lot of farms with a “guard donkey” in the paddock, but not too many with LGDs. I have seen a few, and I think it’s a wise notion because of what a strong pack of “sheepdogs” can bring to the table in terms of keeping your stock safe.

    Via the Kuvasz Fanciers FB page, I read a great 3-part series on LGDs by Mother Earth News:

    1. Part 1 – a general introduction to LGD’s
    2. Part 2 – discussion of some of the breeds
    3. Part 3 – more breeds

    An important take-home is that all LGDs are not the same. As example, when people ask about Sasha we tell them she’s a Kuvasz. Most people are unfamiliar with the breed, so we explain it as “you know what a Great Pyrenees is? Similar.” We do that because Pyrs are fairly well-known, and they are similar: both big white fuzzy dogs, both LGDs. But once you get to know them, they are different. Pyrs tend to stay more with the flock and focus on the ground. Kuvasz are more perimeter dogs and will watch the sky. We see this constantly with Sasha, ensuring a secure perimeter, and ensuring those birds (especially the big vultures) keep away from the house.

    LGDs are serious dogs that require serious commitment on the part of the owner. They must have a job, they must be allowed to do their job. This is not a dog you can keep in a crate or alone in the house/apartment for 8-10 hours a day, then hang out with after work. Many people get an LGD breed not understanding what the breed is, and after they realize the strong commitment and work required, give up the dog (always a sad thing). These dogs are not Labs or Beagles, they aren’t a typical “family dog”. But if you can provide what they need over their entire life, they’ll give you something wonderful in return.

    If you know anything about me, you could label me a “sheepdog” (in the Lt. Grossman sense of the word). It stands to reason I’d have a dog that embodies the same qualities.

    2014-05-26 training log

    Not sure what to make of it.

    Based upon Paul Carter’s Base Building – Mass cycle

    • Incline Press – Working max: 205
      • 45 x 5
      • 45 x 5
      • 85 x 5
      • 105 x 4
      • 125 x 3
      • 155 x 2
      • 175 x 1
      • 160 x 10
      • 160 x 5
    • DB Bench Press
      • 60e x 10
      • 60e x 10
      • 60e x 8
      • 60e x 7
      • 60e x 6
    • Behind the Neck Press
      • 95 x 8
      • 95 x 8
      • 95 x 5
    • BB Upright Row
      • 70 x 12
      • 70 x 12
      • 70 x 12
      • 70 x 12
      • 70 x 12
    • Tricep Pushdowns
      • 50 x 20 – rest pause

    I don’t know what to make of this. Could it be the lack of creatine? Could it be last night’s horrible sleep? Just don’t know.

    But, just one of those days I guess.

    I also think I have some boredom. I almost didn’t want to go to the gym, and I did think to myself “screw it, start the Strong-15 now”. So yeah, maybe it’s just wanting to get moving. Next week will be determining working maxes for Strong-15, then a deload week, then into it. I’m really looking forward to that… I want to get back to that sort of lifting.

    2014-05-23 training log

    Based upon Paul Carter’s Base Building – Mass cycle

  • BB Rows
    • 140 x 8
    • 140 x 8
    • 140 x 8
    • 140 x 8
    • 140 x 8
  • Seated Cable Rows
    • 100 x 15
    • 100 x 15
    • 100 x 10
  • Meadows Shrugs
    • 50e x 12
    • 50e x 12
    • 50e x 12
    • 50e x 12
    • 50e x 12
  • Wide, Neutral-grip Pulldowns
    • 95 x 15
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
    • 100 x 12
  • BB Curls
    • 50 x 8
    • 50 x 8
    • 50 x 8, then rest pause
  • Actually felt good today. The rep-deaths of the past 2 sessions didn’t appear to be an issue today.

    I did try some minor tweaks.

    Rows. These are still BB rows, not strict Pendlay Rows, but between each rep I set the bar down on the ground. I kept fairly strict, but just not keeping the bar in the air the whole time. I don’t know why I did this, but I did it and went with it, and it seems better. I felt a lot more worked in my back. I think when I keep it in the air the whole time, my arms bear a lot of the work. But here, I can ensure I come off the ground and really initiate the work with the back. Certainly felt it more in my back than I normally do. Good thing.

    On the Meadows Shrugs, I probably went too light because it wasn’t killing me like it was last week. But I played around with my positioning to try to get a better range of motion. What I settled on was DB’s hanging mostly in front of me, tho not strictly as if I’m holding a bar in front of me (they are DB’s, let them rotate a bit to a natural position). Angle the torso slightly forward at the hips, just very slightly (5º? 10º?). Then “turtle” the head/neck forward. This allows the shoulders to get a little higher at the top. Try it. Suck your chin in and really pull your head back. Shrug your shoulders and hold it up there. Now “turtle” your head/neck/chin forward and see how your shoulders move up a little more? More range of motion. So I’ll go with that

    I also dropped the reps and increased the weight slightly on pulldowns — why not keep experimenting? That felt a LOT better to me, aiming for 12 reps instead of 15. It just worked a bit better, I felt more worked in my back and not in my arms. So, I’ll keep going with that emotion.

    2014-05-21 training log

    I’m not sure what to make of this.

    Based upon Paul Carter’s Base Building – Mass cycle

    • Squat – working max: 295
      • BW x 10
      • BW x 10
      • bar x 5
      • bar x 5
      • 120 x 5
      • 150 x 4
      • 175 x 3
      • 225 x 2
      • 250 x 1
      • 215 x 10
      • 215 x 5
    • Stiff Leg Deadlift
      • 205 x 8
      • 205 x 8
      • 205 x 8
    • Lunge
      • BW x 10e
      • BW x 10e
      • BW x 10e
      • BW x 10e
    • Standing Calf Raises
      • 45 x 12
      • 45 x 12
      • 45 x 12
      • 45 x 12

    Is it the removal of creatine that’s doing this? I don’t know. I couldn’t squeeze out any more squat reps, and I’m down from last week. But then, I cranked out a full round of stiff-legs, and I did a 4th set of lunges. So I don’t get it. Not really sure what’s up here, but I continue to just press on.

    Meantime, I’m thinking during week 5 I’ll try to determine maxes for the Strong-15 cycle, take week 6 as a light deload (still hit the gym, just light weights for like 3×8 or something), then hit it. I admit, I’m anxious to get started… and I’m pretty sure I’ll find out why Paul Carter calls that one template the “man maker”.

    PanemQuotidianum 1.0.3 released

    Hsoi Enterprises LLC (my day job, now) has released an update to one of our apps, PanemQuotidianum.

    Full details of the update here.

    If you’re so inclined, please check it out and share it with others.

    Thank you.