#fitness – looking back, looking ahead

This is going to be all about my fitness, lifting, and fat-gain/loss… reader beware. 🙂

I’m not really a “yearly-basis” person, I don’t do “New Years Resolutions”. I’m more that if I need to resolve to improve something, start at the appropriate time (often “now”). But it just so happens that it works out to look at things based upon the changing of the calendar, so here we are.

Looking back on 2016

December 2015 and I ended The Defattening Project (phase 1) – dropping 66 lb. down to 199 lb. It was a good thing.

After that, I wanted to start rebuilding, but it was too much for my body to handle at the time. I got around March, realized I was getting a little too big, and tried doing another cut cycle. The reality? After almost 2 years of cutting, my body, mind, and soul had enough. I was tired of not making gains, of being hungry, of being weak, of all that. So around June I switched back to a known: Jim Wendler’s 5/3/1 program.

I wanted to get my strength back. I lost a lot of strength during the intense cutting. I lost a lot of things in general. I was unhappy. I wanted things back. So I opted to go on 5/3/1, put in the work, and just focus on the work. 5/3/1 works, if you do the work. Yeah it’s not perfect, but the results are undeniable. My intent was to do the work, follow templates, work to get stronger. No testing, despite my endless curiosity if I was getting my strength back or not. Told myself that at the end of the year I could test (and not before). Not so much because it was the end of the year, but that’d be “enough cycles” (if you do the 5/3/1 math) to perhaps have gotten things back.

The goal?

My current “big goal” is “3/4/5”. That is, to bench press “3”, squat “4”, and deadlift “5”. What “3” means is really 3 wheels: 3, 45# plates for 315#. But it could also be simply 300# — but it’s fine because you have to hit 300 to get to 315. And “4” is 405 (4 45# plates), and “5” is 495 (5 45# plates).

Have I hit that goal? Nope, but I’ve made great progress.

Again, I was not going to test until the end of the year, but when I got here I sure did.

My results:

  • Squat: 345 lb
  • Bench: 275 lb
  • Deadlift: 460 lb
  • Press: 185 lb

Every single one is a (gym) PR, and a lifetime best. My previous bests were generally well below those points, and set quite some time ago. So I didn’t just rebuild my strength, I took it to new levels.  What’s also cool is that I know some of my past PR setting may have been questionable (was the squat truly to depth? was my butt stapled to the bench?) But all of these were solid. In fact, I loved my Press PR because I just kept the bar overhead for a good 5 seconds or so and savored the moment. 🙂

Plus, I PR’d in ALL 4 lifts. Awesome.

Sure, in the grand scheme of strength sports, I’m still a wuss. But for me? It’s the strongest I’ve ever been in my life, and the best I’ve ever done. I’m fucking stoked. 🙂

As I look back, I think the Press PR was the coolest to me. Press has been the hardest lift for me to get working, in terms of technique, but also general progress. So to slam that “1.5 plates” overhead and hold it and savor the moment? It was great.

And I’m still not going to say I love squatting, but damn if life doesn’t feel right if I don’t squat.

Weirdly? Bench Press — the perennial bro favorite? I think it’s becoming my least favorite lift. Not because I don’t like it but my love of other lifts has grown.

What has this also taught me? Sub-maximal work works. For example, during my normal work cycles, the most I had deadlifted was 360×8 about a month ago. Then I PR 100# more than it. Yeah, submax. Solid.  It also harkens greatly to Paul Carter’s notion of Basebuilding.

That said, as awesome as things seem, there was one place I was not happy.

My weight.

I had dropped to 199 a year ago.

Today? I’m 240.

I’m not happy.

Looking Ahead to 2017

I expected some gain — including fat gain — as I progressed.

But somehow in the past few months I screwed myself.

If it was solid mass gains that’d be one thing, but it’s most evident that this is not.

Now to be fair, the last week or so I let myself go because I wanted to ensure I had all the stuff behind me to smash through PRs. But overall, I gained more than I should. have.

Really, it’s the holidays. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas. It’s so easy to eat, and I just let myself go. Same old shit. Stress in life, and food is a comfort. I allowed myself to dance in the 230’s, but the past PR week and hitting 240? I’m upset with myself.

But whatever.

My plan now?

Cut.

I’m going to pony up for some Renaissance Periodization cut templates and spend the next 3-months-ishs to cut. This has been my plan for some time now; not like it came on here at the end. I’ve known for some time I’ve been getting too fluffy, and I’ve been working to keep it under control. I just didn’t want to derail the progress towards my goals.

My intent is to spend around 12-ish weeks cutting. I know from past experience that that’s about the extent of what I can deal with.

The bigger plan? This is something I’m curious about.

5/3/1 can generally run about 5-8 cycles before needing a reset. When you reset, of course things are light(er). So my wonder? Spend about 4 cycles (or if you do the 6-week cycles, 2 6-week cycles for 14 total weeks) on a cut. This would be with a full reset, so all weights across the board are light. Cut as much as possible. Then about the time the cut comes to a close, I expect weights should also start to feel not so sexy. Then I can start a mid/light-massing diet, and that boost of carbs and such should be able to help keep progressing in the gym. And then, eventually another reset.

If all goes well, it’s my hope that the gym work and the kitchen work can ebb and flow together. That I can keep progressing on both. Probably not a very long term, but at least through 2017 so I can keep my weight in check, yet keep progressing towards my 3/4/5 goal.

But there has to be some modification of course.

The gym work is going to generally follow the “5/3/1 for Powerlifting – Offseason for Mass” template. Best thing when cutting is to lift with a hypertrophy focus, so one can minimize the muscle loss. This template is obviously geared towards that, but keeps a strength element in there. Looking at how the numbers will go, it should keep me on a good track.

I will be making some minor changes, like I don’t have access to a glute-ham-raise so I have to do hyperextensions instead. I’m going to do lunges instead of leg presses because I hate them and unilateral work is good for my knees. Just minor changes to suit my needs.

I also expect as I go along to increase the work towards hypertrophy. For example, I’m thinking in the 2nd 6-week cycle to add some Beyond 5/3/1 work like pyramids to get a little more volume, a little more strength work as I gear back up towards that end. I’ll also probably add in drop sets, rest-pause, and other things to again help with the hypertrophy focus. Basically instead of chasing weights I need to chase the pump.

That should take up the first part of 2017.

After that, the main goal is to continue progressing towards the 3/4/5 goal. I expect I’ll just continue working with 5/3/1, adjusting it as I need to to help me get there.

I’ve also started thinking about what to do after I hit that goal. But I’ll keep that to myself for now.

I’m  happy with how I’ve improved, but I also see how I have a lot of work to go – especially in terms of dietary discipline. I first heard it from Paul Howe: “Selection is a never-ending process.”

Onwards.

2016-12-23 training log

Nothing like going 4 for 4, with a great Press PR of 185 lb. In fact, set 2 PRs today.

I broke my all-time best Press a few weeks ago with 170 for 3 reps, and frankly I was content if that’s how this training progression ended. The Press has always been my toughest lift to progress, so getting 170 for 3 was great. But then, this week I’ve set good PRs on the other 3 lifts, so I figured wouldn’t it be great to go 4-for-4 and finish out the week, the year, the progression with another PR?

In fact, I set 2 PRs because I hit 175 then 185.

Warmup went fine. Started singles at 135 and that went up like it was nothing, which told me 185 was in the bag. 155 started to feel a little bit heavy, but still easy to put up. So I knew 175 would be fine, a PR, and a good time. I actually stuttered a bit towards lockout, but still knew 185 was do-able.

Put on Amon Amarth, psyched up, and the 185 flew up. In fact, I kept it above my head for a little bit to just savor the moment. It was a solid lift — and all my PR lifts this week were solid lifts. I actually wondered if I could have lifted a little more today, because the 185 went up so solid and easy.

Really tho, this is good stuff. “1.5 plates” is a really awesome milestone for me.

Couldn’t be happier with how this week went.

Going to take all next week off completely from the gym. Just rest up, relax, take naps, stretch, and enjoy some downtime and let my body heal up. When I come back in January, it’s going to be all new.

5/3/1-based program

  • Press
    • bar x whatever
    • 75 x 5
    • 95 x 5
    • 115 x 3
    • 135 x 1
    • 155 x 1
    • 175 x 1 (1RM PR)
    • 185 x 1 (1RM PR)

2016-12-22 training log

AAAAND another PR set: 460 lb. deadlift.

Today exceeded my expectations. I’ve changed up my deadlift technique, working to get more legs/hips and less back into it — really trying to get form happier. So far I’ve progressed well on that front and I’m happy with my progress. As a result, I expected to not break my previous PR (455 lb., Dec. 2014!), but as long as I hit 405 I was going to be happy.

Furthermore? On Monday (squat day) I did something to my back. While warming up I was doing hip circles and felt something odd in my lower back. Can’t place what it is, it just happened quick. Nothing major, but something. Squatting went well, PR’d there. I felt the issue in my lower back and figured sleep on it and I’ll see how it is in the morning. Tuesday morning, it was still there; maybe a hint better, but generally unchanged. And here now Thursday, it’s still present. It’s just a small thing, but it’s there. Interesting tho that if I bent with a slight round to my back, I feel it; keep my back flat, no issues. So I figured I would deadlift today regardless and see what happened. I do NOT want a lower back injury for sure, but at least then doing some reps, getting some blood pumped through the area, always helps.

So get this.

  1. Warm-ups. Lightest weight. Third rep? I feel this twinge in the lower back. Ho-lee-shit. Really? Ugh. I opted to keep going tho, because I knew 1. I let my back round a little, 2. if it’s going to be a problem then it will be a problem — I can stop, I can just keep it very light and get some reps in, whatever. Just see how it goes.

185 went fine.

225 went fine.

Put on my belt. 275 for a single was light.

315 went up really fast, almost like I was lifting nothing.

365 and it finally felt like there was a little weight in my hands.

405 and I was slowing down a bit, form hinting at breaking down. I hit my target and felt OK about stopping, but man… I felt like there was still a lot left in me. So why not go for it? The worst thing that can happen is I miss, and so what?

So I put a 10 on each side of the bar and rested. When I came back to do the lift, I figured why not and threw a 5 on each side for 435 lb.. My thinking? If I’m going for it, might as well go for it. That puts me very close to my all-time best, positions me well for the reset in the upcoming training cycle, and again if I miss I miss, so what?

435 went up fine. A little loss of form, but still acceptable. And I knew, I still had something.

I put 455 on the bar to at least tie my PR, again because why not. Well, I was using the 2.5# plates to roll the 45’s up on to help with loading. The 2.5 was sitting there, and I said fuck it and put them on for 460. Again, if I’m going to go for it, might as well go for it. If I miss I miss. If I hit, I set a PR — 5# PR is still a PR.

A little slow going up, form breaking down, but nothing horrendous. Locked it out. And just stood there holding it for a bit, savoring the moment.

I did NOT expect this, but I’m really happy about it. 🙂

And my lower back feels fine (no worse than it has been feeling).

I’m really happy with how the week has gone so far. PR’s in squat and bench press that really exceeded my past PR’s and were strong showings (no sloppy grinding through it). The deadlift PR was a small on, but a good one.

So tomorrow, Press. I’ve already set a new lifetime PR there with 170×3 the other week, so I don’t feel a need to PR. But I figure might as well see about ending with a bang. 🙂

5/3/1-based program

  • Deadlift
    • 135 x 5
    • 185 x 5
    • 225 x 3
    • 275 x 1
    • 315 x 1
    • 365 x 1
    • 405 x 1
    • 435 x 1
    • 460 x 1 (1RM PR)

The Costs

Often when a story surfaces in which an armed citizen wounds but doesn’t kill an attacking criminal, statements such as [‘too bad they didn’t kill him’] will quickly show up in the comments section on the Internet. Persons who make such comments have no clue about the cost of killing someone. Even when there are no legal and financial costs, the emotional, psychological, and social costs will be considerable.

Claude Werner writes about “The Cost of Killing”.

From my own experience, I can tell you few people have considered and weighed the gravity of taking the life of another human being. There are legal costs, there are financial costs, but I dare say the emotional, psychological, and social costs can be greater.

If nothing else, legal and financial ends at some point, but emotional, psychological, and social can last the rest of your life.

This is why I believe it’s imperative for anyone that cares about their personal safety and takes steps to enforce it – which does mean things like carrying or owning a gun for personal/home defense, but also includes taking martial arts classes, carrying a stun gun or pepper spray, or simply just understanding your life and the lives of your loved ones is precious, valuable, and worth fighting for – that you need to do more than simply acquiring hard skills. Yes, it’s important to learn how to take and throw a punch, yes it’s important to learn how to use pepper spray, yes it’s important to learn how to effectively shoot a gun – but it’s more important to learn how to contend with everything that is the aftermath.

Because that event? It lasts seconds.

But the aftermath lasts the rest of your life.

Case in point. Claude mentions something Massad Ayoob calls the “Mark of Cain syndrome” – people seeing you differently because at one time in your life you killed a man. I have personally experienced it. There are people who think I’m a horrible evil person. There are some that frame me by one event. I had a student come up to me in class and ask if I was “THAT John Daub”. Of course I am, but instead of being John Daub the husband, father, teacher, long-haired metal-head, weight-lifting, peace and love hippie – I’m “that guy”. The student meant no ill towards me, but I’m still framed by one event.

And then there’s the reality of “the Internet is forever”. For the rest of my life, someone can Google-search my name, and there are things they will find. Your past can no longer be forgotten. Forever shall I wear a mark.

Are you prepared for this?

You need to be.

It’s heavy. The gravity of self-defense is likely far heavier than you imagined it to be, but it’s important to feel the weight, yet not be afraid of it. Face it, grow stronger, and make the decisions now. When you can be at true peace before it happens, it helps you contend with it afterwards.

2016-12-20 training log

275 lb. bench press. Lifetime PR set. Goal met. Huzzah!

My previous best bench was 255 set back in July 2015. I don’t remember for sure, but I bet it wasn’t even a solid 255. But today? Solid.

I wasn’t sure how I wanted to work up, given all my arm and shoulder pain issues. My planning went conservative and I was going to do singles of: 195, 225, 245, 265. I figured 265 was still a PR, kept things conservative, and wouldn’t kill me. But I allowed myself to call an audible depending how things felt.

Warm-ups went fine. 195 went up solid. 225 went up solid. I kept telling myself that the descent will be slow — it’s how things have evolved for me. But then touch and explode! Drive the heels in, press up and back hard. With the 225 going up so well and easy, I had no qualms about taking 255. It was somewhat also the mental approach of yesterday: match the PR, then blow it away. 255 went up well, actually surprising me a bit as to how well it went up, so I knew 275 was in the bag.

Trouble is, with the 255 set my pain started to flare up. My arms (biceps, forearms, elbow “pocket”) were starting to ache hard. I put it out of my head. Just get psyched up, shut out the pain, and drive. I knew I had the strength, I was not feeling any instability or weakness from the pain — just the pain itself. So well, the pain will fade. I’ve been working for months for this, so I was willing to accept a little pain for a lot of gain.

275 went up well and clean, which I was really happy about. Only thing I didn’t like? It was over so quickly! I didn’t have time to just relish the moment. But it had to be. As I descended, it was properly slow and controlled, but I could start to feel the pain eeking through. Touch. Press! Lock-out. Rack. Quickly. Because I knew I was going to be in a world of hurt, and as soon as I let the adrenaline die down, oh yeah… suck. I stayed in the gym for a bit, just letting my arms hang and ache, then massaging, rolling, doing what I could to bring down the pain.

Some will say it was stupid, and maybe so. But I’ve been working for this, I knew it wasn’t going to be anything more than “superficial” pain (i.e. I wasn’t feeling the instability or really risking problems). And I also knew this would be the last heavy bench I did for some time — because I’ll be resetting and starting a new program/cycle, so I’m taking the moment. 🙂

Very happy. I mean, it’s “2.5 wheels”, and with my next (major) goal being 315 well…. it doesn’t seem so far away now. Should be do-able in 2017.

Another thing?

Submaximal work works. The 275 felt strong and who knows — I very well could have ground out something more. Most of my bench work tho? Lower weight and reps. I mean, last week was 240 for 7, the week prior 225 for 10. Yeah, part of me would like to have had a cycle of working up to some heavier singles to get used to it because it is a different groove. But yeah man — submax work works. Basically, don’t worry about testing your 1RM. If you’re progressing, you’re getting stronger.

5/3/1-based program

  • Bench Press
    • bar x whatever
    • 95 x 5
    • 135 x 4
    • 165 x 3
    • 195 x 1
    • 225 x 1
    • 255 x 1
    • 275 x 1 (1RM PR)

2016-12-19 training log

345 lb. squat – lifetime PR. Goal met.

I’ve been feeling really good, and ensuring I do all I can to support a good week of 1RM testing. Sleeping well, eating well, stretching, rolling, whatever. I want to make for some good numbers this week.

My previous best ever was 325, set all the way back in August 2014!! Then a little bit of injury, plus the almost 2 years of dropping 65 lb. of fat then trying to lose a little more — and I lost a LOT of strength, especially in my squat and deadlift. So back in June I recalibrated and decided it was time to pursue new goals. The current long-term goal is “3/4/5”, meaning benching “3” (300#, or preferably 3 45# wheels for 315), squatting “4” (400#, or really 4 wheels for 405), and deadlifting “5” (500#, but with 5 wheels is actually 495). I went back to following 5/3/1 because it’s a solid program for building strength. I also told myself to just stay focused on the program, no testing 1RM’s until the end of the year. I figured about that time I’d be ready for a reset, plus it’d be enough time in-program to have made measurable and worthwhile progress.

So here we are.

A little bit of warm-up, then singles up to my goal weight. Last week I hit 300 for 6 reps, and if I was following the proper 5/3/1 schedule I’d be doing 320 for 1+ — so I knew I’d have little problem working up.

265 felt a little off to me, which shook my confidence a bit — the lightest of the singles and not feeling good. BUT I had put on wrist wraps to try to help with my pain issues, and it actually made things worse because I lost some flexiblity! I didn’t use wraps the rest of the time.

295 felt good.

Then 325 was chosen not just because it kept me at 30# jumps, but for the mental boost. It was the old PR, it was a good jump, and it was just 5# over what I was scheduled to hit. I knew when I hit this, it would give me a good read on what to do for the last set. I’d know if I should go 335, 345, or even 355 (or more). It went up solid, and I knew 345 was in the bag.

And so 345 came and went. A little shakey on the unrack and walk-out because new weight, excitement, etc. But I settled in. It’s simple — if I’m going down with the weight, I AM coming back up. Period.

It went well.

So well in fact I felt I could have done more. Like I could have gotten 2 reps if I wanted it. Or that I maybe could have actually done 350 or maybe even 355.

But coming into the session I told myself: if I hit 345, I’ll be happy. It’s a solid PR. It sets me up well for the upcoming training cycle. Be happy. Trying to do more would have just been ego lifting.

So hey, 345. New PR. No, it’s not a huge number, but it’s a good number and solid progress for me. I’m getting my strength back and making good progress towards my goal of 405. I expect I should be able to get there in 2017, barring any issues.

Happy day.

Tomorrow, bench.

I have to say, I’m a little unsure. My arm pain flared up a bit today, so I’m not sure how tomorrow will go. It will be what it will be. Meantime, the rest of today works to set myself up for that — shoulder and arm massage, stretching, etc..

And Amon Amarth is the best band to listen to, when you want to set PR’s. 🙂

5/3/1-based program

  • Squats
    • bar x whatever
    • 135 x 5
    • 165 x 4
    • 205 x 3
    • 265 x 1
    • 295 x 1
    • 325 x 1
    • 345 x 1 (1RM PR)

Sunday Metal – Crazy Lixx

HA HA HA!

I never heard of these guys until I was YouTubing around for Sunday Metal entries. They’ve actually been around for some time, big in Sweden it would seem.

It’s like a perfect snapshot of late-80’s hair metal, frozen in time. They should tour with Steel Panther.

“All Looks, No Hooks”

Do Concealed Carry Permits Have Any Impact on Crime?

Charles D. Phillips, Texas A&M University School of Public Health, published a paper in 2015 entitled “Concealed Handgun Licensing and Crime in Four States.” He and his research team concluded that concealed handgun licensing had no beneficial effect on crime, and that the main driving force behind more people obtaining a license was the presence of federally licensed firearms dealers. However, there are a number of errors, assumptions, and miscalculations in his research that justify revisiting the question of the relationship between concealed carry laws and crime.

This is a paper written and published by Howard Nemerov. You can obtain the paper here.

The TSRA Sportsman recently published Howard’s article, but unfortunately the printing had numerous errors. I asked Howard about it and he gave me the above link to the full paper.

2016-12-16 training log

Fine day.

Pressing went really well. 6 reps @ 165 is a nice rep-PR, and really makes me wonder if 185 is do-able next week. 🙂

Gave me some other thoughts towards the future, but really, the focus of today was pressing well and thinking about next week. I’m very excited. Feeling good. Need to continue to put emphasis on rest and recovery.

5/3/1-based program

  • Press
    • bar x whatever
    • 75 x 5
    • 90 x 5
    • 110 x 3
    • 130 x 5 (should have been 3, but I just kept going…)
    • 150 x 3
    • 165 x 6 (6RM PR)
  • Arnold Press
    • 45e x 10
    • 45e x 10
    • 45e x 10
    • 45e x 10
    • 45e x 10
  • Chest-supported DB Row
    • 45e x 12
    • 45e x 12
    • 45e x 12
    • 45e x 12
    • 45e x 12
  • Straight-arm Lat Pulldowns
    • 60 x 12
    • 60 x 12
    • 60 x 12
  • Cable Lateral Raises
    • 20 x 12e
    • 20 x 12e
    • 20 x 9e
  • Machine Triceps Extensions
    • 85 x 15
    • 85 x 15
    • 85 x 15
  • DB Curls (alternate, neutral-to-supinated hand while curling)
    • 35e x 12
    • 35e x 10
    • 35e x 8 (then ran the rack, for kicks)

2016-12-15 training log

Pretty solid day.

The weights felt a little heavy today, but still moved well. When I work up next week, I don’t expect to set a new PR, but I do expect to break 400. If I’m to believe the 1RM calculators I actually COULD set a new PR, but those calculations are really just good for comparisons and not for actually determining 1RM. Still, it will be interesting to see what happens.

I’m getting excited. 🙂

And yes, I’m solidifying what my next training cycle will be. I keep thinking about it, and I’m no longer making grand changes, just sharpening the edges. That’s a good sign that I feel I’m on the right track and have a solid plan. Getting excited for it as well.

5/3/1-based program

  • Deadlift
    • 155 x 5
    • 195 x 5
    • 235 x 3
    • 275 x 3
    • 310 x 3
    • 350 x 8
  • Walking Lunges
    • 40 x 10e
    • 40 x 10e
    • 40 x 10e
    • 40 x 10e
  • Leg Curls
    • 45 x 12
    • 45 x 12
    • 45 x 11
  • Twisting Crunches
    • BW x 20
    • BW x 16
    • BW x 12
  • Seated Calf Raises
    • 65 x 12
    • 65 x 12
    • 65 x 9