2013-07-24 training log

Maybe it was short, but with a good, grass-fed reason.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 22, week 1

  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 215#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x85
    • 1x5x110
    • 1x3x130
    • 1x5x140 (work)
    • 1x5x165
    • 1x8x185
  • Assistance – DB Incline Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/8/7 x 50
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/25 x 50

Man… reset and the weights feel really light. So, focus on form, cranking as much volume as possible… so long as in the long-run we’re stronger, right?

This sort of approach is really putting it to my triceps. I can feel them being the first to peed out during inclines. All good.

I did cut this a little short today because I had to get on the road to pick up our beef. We recently purchased another young beef from Sand Creek Farm and it just finished processing at Taylor Meat Company. Had to go pick it up this morning, and now the chest freezer is full of wonderful grass-fed hormone-free “rose” beef.

It was well worth the trade-off for my lifting session. 🙂 Especially after yesterday. Had to go out of town for a funeral, and while I did my best to plan meals, plans don’t always work out and I had to eat on the road… at a Dairy Queen. *sigh* Alas, my choice of steak fingers wound up being rather horrible — I question how much “steak” was actually in there. Don’t look at the nutrition info, because it’s just horrible. But that ended up counting as my carbs for the day. I also got to learn that DQ’s in Texas are apparently handled differently than DQ’s everywhere else in the world.

I’m thinking I need to adjust to eat less carbs on my carb days (if such a thing is possible without driving me nuts) and also drop my fat consumption down… probably sticking to less than 100g of fat a day every day. Ugh. In a sense, I’m feeling “too good” with these dietary changes, like I’ve still got more than enough energy, so I may well not be trimming off what I need instead of fat getting burned. We shall see.

2013-07-22 training log

I miscalculated! It hasn’t been a month yet.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 22, week 1

  • Work Set – Squat (working max: 290#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x115
    • 1x5x145
    • 1x3x175
    • 1x5x190 (work)
    • 1x5x220
    • 1x5x250
  • Assistance – Pause Squat
    • 3 x 5 x 190

The weights felt heavy this morning. I’m just not into it. There are some matters in my personal life that are taking emotional and mental predecence right now. Nothing to worry about, tho.

So I was only so into the session. Still, the big focus was hitting depth as the weight got heavier. No belt until the final set. Ensure tightness in every rep. Ensure I keep my back as straight as possible, or mainly ensuring I don’t fall forward at the hips.

This was quite evident during pause squats. Boy, I can really feel those, especially in my (lower) quads. It’s hard work to keep things upright, to stay tight the whole time, to hit depth and a little more. But I do hope these will pay off in bringing up my squat (and even my deadlift).

But this is all I did. It was a matter of time today, so I dropped the rest of the work. I wasn’t even sure I was going to do the pause squats… thought I’d just do 1 set AMRAP, but it panned out into 3 sets.

The other thing I noticed was, I had scrolled back in my logs on my phone and realized that it was only last cycle after the “squat 1” session that I did my reset. I didn’t realize that. I had been thinking it was a LOT further back… like closer to 6-7 weeks ago than only about 4. I don’t feel so bad about my fat loss progress now. I also feel alright about hitting the 250 I did because I certainly hit depth. It was tough getting out of the hole, but that’s the whole point of my focus.

So, onwards.

2013-07-19 training log

Better.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 3

  • Work Set – Press (working max: 145#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x60
    • 1x5x75
    • 1x3x90
    • 1x5x110 (work)
    • 1x3x125
    • 1x5x140
  • Assistance – Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/7/6 x 90
  • Assistance – Lat Pulldowns
    • 4 or 5 x 12 x 105
  • Assistance – Lateral Raises
    • 3 x 12/11/9 x 20
  • Assistance – Rope Pressdowns
    • 1 x 20 x 45
  • Assistance – Hammer Curls, 30 rep
    • 30#

It felt good. Yeah, I’m not moving heavier weights, but I feel like I’m using better form and coping well enough with my carb-deprevation. All things considered, I think it’s working out alright.

I can also say, my shoulders always give me issues, but the other day I was just moving around and found an interesting “stretch”. It really helped my anterior deltoid. I’ve been moving my body into that position for the past some days, as much as I can, and gee if it’s not helping things feel a LOT better. It’s not a way you’d probably normally move or a position you’d enter into in daily life. But gee, if it’s going to help my shoulders, great. Everything in my shoulder/neck area is feeling better.

Don’t recall how many sets of pulldowns I did… I thought I did 4, but my records came up with 5 so…. *shrug*

I also spent about 5 minutes on the elliptical. Moderate incline, moderate resistance, and cruising at about 140-150 “steps” per minute. That’s tough enough for me… and while it’s really nothing to write home about, I so hate conditioning work and stuff like this. I need to work my way up into it, but yeah… I’ll just keep doing stuff and seeing if it helps with the fat loss.

On that note… eating is getting better. I think I’m finding a groove. But on the same token, when it starts to feel “natural” and “normal” to me is a prime time for me to slip up and regress, so I have to stay on top of things.

OH… no deload. I’m starting cycle 22 on Monday. I’ve tried this in the past and I’m going to try it again for a while and see: 2 cycles in a row, deload after the second cycle. I will up my weights tho.

2013-07-17 training log

Gee, I hope I’m making progress.

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 3

  • Work Set – Deadlift (working max: 360#)
    • 1x5x145 (warmup)
    • 1x5x180
    • 1x3x220
    • 1x5x275 (work)
    • 1x3x310
    • 1x5x345
  • Assistance – Deficit Deadlift (1.5″ deficit)
    • 3 x 8/6/4 x 185
  • Assistance – Farmers walks
    • 45# plate in each hand, 50 yards, 10 breaths rest between trips, 6 trips

I reset, I’m using less weight, but shouldn’t I be feeling stronger, like 345 isn’t much? But yet, it was hard. Not sure if it was just today, but I’m guessing it’s more because I’m trying to have better form: pressing the weight up with my legs, instead of pulling it with my back. Oh sure, form degraded some of the 345 set, but every other set was very much pressing things up. After the 345 set I noticed my legs felt a lot wobbly — I just don’t recall my legs feeling “worked” after a deadlift session before. So I reckon this is a good thing and moving in the proper direction.

I continue to avoid the belt, except for the heaviest set.

And I reckon maybe this was all part of it… because I just couldn’t do any deficits. Again, going much deeper, really focused on pressing with my legs, and geez… I just couldn’t. 🙂

As mentioned previously, I am going to try to add some conditioning/cardio work to my sessions in hopes it helps with the fat loss. Thing is, I hate cardio work. So I’m just going to have to try to find various and different things, and that doing something is better than doing nothing. So today while picking up the 45’s off the ground (used as my deficit platform) I just kept walking… essentially did Farmer’s Walks. It didn’t feel like a whole lot of stress (save for my grip), but again, something is better than nothing… and whatever I have to do to keep it interesting so I stay motivated to keep doing it.

2013-07-15 – training log

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 3

  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 210#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x85
    • 1x5x105
    • 1x3x130
    • 1x5x160 (work)
    • 1x3x180
    • 1x6x200
  • Assistance – DB Incline Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/8/7 x 50
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/20 x 50
  • Assistance – JM Press
    • 1 x 15 x 95
  • Assistance – Face Pulls
    • 1 x 15 x 50

You know… I really don’t care so much about the lifting session as I do feeling like I’m not losing any weight. Maybe I was just fooled by the quick loss of the first few weeks and I just have to settle into a slower groove now. I don’t know.

I keep telling myself to wait for the end of the month and assess then. It’s hard tho… it’s wearing on me, and it hasn’t been all that long into this.

As for the session, felt fine and actually pretty strong. I cranked hard, left stuff in the tank. I did wonder if I should ignore additional assistance work and instead spend time doing some conditioning work, like sled drags or even just 10-15 minutes on the elliptical. We’ll see.

2013-07-12 training log

Going deep

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 3

  • Work Set – Squat (working max: 280#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x115
    • 1x5x140
    • 1x3x170
    • 1x5x215 (work)
    • 1x3x240
    • 1x3x270
  • Assistance – squat
    • 2 x 20/10x 135

One side-effect of resetting my weights was to improve my form — go deep on squats. Have to ensure parallel, no cutting short.

That said, this was an interesting session. I changed my set-up slightly. Not intentionally, more that it just happened. Instead of thinking too much about getting positions just right, angles just right, etc. I just stepped in. That seemed to help because things just felt right. I’ll go with this emotion.

But then, on the 270 set, I changed slightly because I wanted to try that ammonia again. Mistake. It threw off the groove I was in and the 1st rep was certainly cut short because my head was all over the place. I took a moment, gathered myself, and the other 2 reps were good. Interesting thing, but it makes sense.

Left a couple in the tank.

I also only wore my belt on the 270 set. This is having an interesting side-effect of making me really feel my body. I cannot just press into the belt and be done with it. No, I am a lot more sensitive to what’s going on, what my body is doing, and needing to really tighten up my abs and have a “stiff” torso. I think this is a good thing.

Then I just opted to do a 20-rep set and be done with it… but I did 10 more after that. I think for a real challenge I ought to go for about 60% of my working max… that should be painful enough. 🙂

Contemplating not taking a deload week and just going into the next session. We shall see.

2012-07-10 training log

Felt really good today. I think it’s the carbs…

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 2

  • Work Set – Press (working max: 145#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x60
    • 1x5x75
    • 1x3x90
    • 1x3x105 (work)
    • 1x3x115
    • 1x6x130
  • Assistance – Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/8/6 x 90
  • Assistance – Lat Pulldowns
    • 4 x 12 x 105
  • Assistance – Lateral Raises
    • 3 x 12/12/9 x 20
  • Assistance – Rope Pressdowns
    • 3 x 20/15/10 x 45
  • Assistance – Hammer Curls, 30 rep
    • 35#

Today went pretty well. I stopped way short of what I could have done with 130 (I felt like I could have gotten 2-3 more reps). That’s fine. I intentionally wanted to stop short, and leave something in the tank, both in general and for the assistance work.

I realized… tho I reset my weights, I didn’t reset my assistance weight. In fact, I upped it. Kept rest periods short throughout the rest of the session (60-90 seconds, save for the 30-rep thing), and just cranked it.

Yeah, I do think it’s the carbs… that night-prior feeding does certainly help. I have noticed my weight is back up, and this is apparently normal after the initial “carb-free” start period — just because the body is readjusting and refueling, since the prior was an abnormal depletion. But I’m still about 5-6# down from where I started, so if that’s true loss (not just glycogen and water) then hey, I’m on a good track. Again, I won’t really be able to tell progress until the end of the month, or until I’m about 10# down. Then I know I’ve actually lost something, not just side-effects of dietary change.

I cannot lie. It’s hard. But I want this bad enough. Finally.

2013-07-08 training log

I think the diet is working….

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Deadlift (working max: 360#)
    • 1x5x145 (warmup)
    • 1x5x180
    • 1x3x220
    • 1x3x255 (work)
    • 1x3x290
    • 1x4x330
  • Assistance – Deficit Deadlift (1.5″ deficit)
    • 5 x 8/6/6/6/6 x 185
  • Assistance – Side Crunches
    • 2 x 10 x BW

It’s funny… sure I carbed up last night, but it was almost a chore! Who knew… but it shows the impacts of constant grazing all day long vs. eating in a prescribed manner.

Cerrtainly had enough gas to get through the session. I worked hard on keeping in form, keeping my butt down, ensuring my hip joint AND knee joint both opened up, not my knee joint opening and my hip closing… then essentially stiff-legging it up. Think “Squat the weight up”. No question I peed out a lot sooner as a result. I did think about going for 5 @ 330 but I was sitting there, catching my breath, giving myself a few seconds rest… and realized if I have to do that, I need to leave it in the tank.

I dropped my deficit weight down and actually was aiming to go 5×10. It didn’t happen. Around rep 6 my posterior chain was saying that was enough, I would feel my lower back want to round, so that was enough. Again, I really got deep with that 1.5″ difference, a lot deeper bend to start out with, and again was more concerned with form. I also felt that going 5×6 would be better than even 3×10… don’t really know why, but this is what my body said to do so I did it.

Dietarily speaking, it’s still tough… I want to just gorge myself. But I swear I’m seeing legit progress. Press on.

2013-07-05 training log

Carbs! Sweet… sweet… glorious carbs!

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 1

  • Work Set – Bench Press (working max: 210#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x85
    • 1x5x105
    • 1x3x130
    • 1x3x150 (work)
    • 1x3x170
    • 1x5x190
  • Assistance – DB Incline Press
    • 5 x 10/10/10/10/9 x 50
  • Assistance – DB Rows
    • 3 x 10/10/20 x 50
  • Assistance – JM Press
    • 3 x 15/12/10 x 95
  • Assistance – Face Pulls
    • 3 x 20 x 45

After 10 days of essentially no carbs, last night I got to finally have some. More on diet stuff below. It made a difference, as you’d expect.

I slept like a rock. Solid 8 hours of sleep. Woke up and just didn’t feel it. I felt… zoned… out of it. I couldn’t kick my brain into gear. Not sure why. But I just trudged along and figured lifting would make it all better. Physically I felt alright. The noticable part for me was not feeling like I was out of gas half-way through things. I distinctly remember my body saying “stop, out of gas, on the reserve tank, so preserve energy and stop”. But no such feeling today. I pushed and felt alright. I do not feel as strong as before all of this diet change, but that’s to be expected.

All in all tho, the session went fine. Nothing glorious either way.

As for diet….

I’m going to essentially follow Carb Back-Loading. So I finished my 10 day start up. Before I started, I was about 240#. I say “about” because the bathroom scale is old and crappy, but good enough. It’s hard to sometimes read where the needle is pointing on the dial, and I honestly don’t recall taking an official “before I start” measurement. So I’m going based upon the last known weigh-in, and even then I know I rounded a bit. It might have been 241 or 242, maybe even 239. But 240 is good enough. And weighing myself this morning (always weigh first thing in the morning, no food), I reckon 233? 234? So I’m rounding it to a simple 5#. I’m sure most, if not all, of this is loss from glycogen exhaustion, the water that goes with it, etc.. Might have lost a hair of fat, but I’m chalking it up to just dietary manipulation at this point. I don’t really count true loss until I’m down about 10# because then you know you actually lost something, not just water weight. I mean, I can flux 5# in the course of a day from just eating, food, and taking a good dump. But from weighing myself during the past 10 days, it’s solid weight loss, just I expect most isn’t fat loss.

So re-reading the CBL book and browsing the forums again, I think the plan will start something like this.

I’m targetting 200# for weight. Is that actually what I’ll weigh? Well, I don’t know because it’s not so much about weight as it is about composition. But I need numbers to go on, so 200# seems good. Why? Well, if I’m 240#, I estimate my body fat is probably 25% based upon some tape measures and looking at some of those visual charts I’ve found online. So, that’s about 60# of fat (gah!), so that’s 180# of lean body mass, and so if 10% body fat is about good, that’s 200#, right? So, a fair target, if nothing else.

With that in mind….

Every day, strive for 200g of protein. No compromise here. Oh sure, maybe some days it’ll be 190 and others 210, but essentially 200. I have to be mindful of just inhaling lots of protein because 250g, well, that’s 50g more, that’s 200 calories more, and given my goal right now, that 200 cals will add up. Basically, I’m going for 1g of protein per pound of target bodyweight.

Fat will be at least 100g a day, maybe up to 200g depending, but then probably only that much on non-carb days. So this is essentially about 0.5 to 1.0g per pound of target bodyweight.

Carbs will be cycled. I will only ingest carbs the night before going to the gym. One possible exception is Friday night, if I know I’ll have a long and hard day at KR Training on Saturday. Using the 5# of initial loss as a guide, I look up in the CBL book chart, then use the formula I read on the CBL forum which says to take that number, multiply by 1.5, then divide by the number of backloads you get in a week (3 in my case). Comes out to about 225g per backload session. And 5# is low. But I’ll explain this in a sec. But basically, it comes out to about 1g of carb per pound of target bodyweight.

Frankly, that sort of simple math I like. If I have to make this a science experiment every day, I’m going to go nuts. Part of why I’m doing CBL is because I think it’ll be something I can manage on a daily basis. Be it this, Mountain Dog Diet, Renegade Diet… lots of the shit is the same. Heck, the latest video from Brandon Lilly and Paul Carter was talking about this very stuff. So point becomes… yeah, I think this is a route that might work for me.

My numbers are low. Do the math. 200g protein is 800 cals. 100g fat is 900 cals. So that’s like 1700 cals a day on my no-carb days. Shit, that’s low. If I throw in the 200g carbs, that’ll be 2500 on those days, which is a bit more normal. And really, if I was training to get bigger, I’d probably have that 2500 every day, maybe 3000. And while I’ve always minded things like protein, I haven’t minded carbs and fats as much. Heck, last night when trying to figure out my carbs to get 200g, I realized that’s a LOT of carbs, at least from the sources I was trying to get it from. But then I also realized how quickly carbs can get out of hand.

Case in point. Wife found this awesome recipe for a “chocolate mousse” thing that was just cocoa powder, maple syrup, a little vanilla, and then avocado as the base. Oh, this is totally awesome stuff. Thing is, I looked at the syrup bottle (real maple syrup, not that corn syrup artificial flavor shit). The serving size was 1/4 cup and you got like 53g of sugar. 1/4 cup isn’t much, and I’d reason most people put at least that much tho probably more on their pancakes and waffles. Now you’re also eating pancakes and waffles on top of that, which is just carbs out the wazoo…. and you wonder where and why we get fat.

But then when I was trying to eat carbs this morning with my breakfast, post-workout, a peach, a banana, and some greek yougurt… and that was enough. And somehow a lot more satisfying not just to my stomach, but also my palette. But yet, that’s all I needed post-workout. Yet trying to cram another 150g or more? Shit… that’s almost work! Maybe I should just drink maple syrup. 🙂

Nevertheless, I know these numbers are low. I want to see what they do for me. Again, I expect to lose some muscle and strength, and I begrudgingly accept that, so long as I do drop the fat. I’m hoping these levels will get me there, and I will adjust if and how I need to.

I figure if I can stay the course until the end of the month, that should be a good time to fall back and assess if this is working for me or not. If so, Labor Day will probably be the next big milestone checkin to see how it’s going. If I can drop 1-2# week, gee… 15# or so dropped by Labor Day? That would be awesome and be a noticeable difference.

Onwards.

2013-07-03 training log

Wendler 5/3/1 program, cycle 21, week 2

  • Work Set – Squat (working max: 280#)
    • 2x5x45 (warmup)
    • 1x5x115
    • 1x5x140
    • 1x3x170
    • 1x3x200 (work)
    • 1x3x225
    • 1x4x255
  • Assistance – Pause Squat
    • 3 x 5 x 200
  • Assistance – Leg Extensions
    • 3 x 15 x 35
  • Assistance – Crunches
    • 3 x 15/11/8 x bw
  • Foam Rolling