Interesting, but not necessarily surprising, pattern.
Life
When coyotes attack… in my front yard
5:30 AM. Saturday morning.
Kissing Wife goodbye before I head out the door to KR Training. We hear a cat yowl outside, but didn’t think too much of it because we’ve been hearing cat fights in the early mornings for the past some whiles.
But Sasha thought something of it. She got amped… in a different way. Something wasn’t right, as far as she perceived.
I stepped out the front door and in a matter of seconds realized what was wrong.
10 yards in front of me — in the grass of my front yard — I saw the shape of a dog, turning to stare back at me.
“Crap… dog… what’s this dog? a problem dog? friendly dog? don’t let MY dog out, don’t let my dog see this!”
“Oh… there are TWO dogs… there’s something dangling from the second dog’s mouth… it’s… a cat… OH SHIT. COYOTES!” They obviously had just killed the cat.
It all flashed and processed in a couple seconds. Dropped my stuff back in the house and the 2 yotes took off. I booked it after the yotes as they took off down the street. I chased for a number of reasons: to try to better identify the animal taken (so the neighbor that lost the cat could know; closure), to see what I could see about the yotes themselves; to chase them off. No… I wasn’t going to get all Rick Perry on them.
I was able to get a fair idea of the cat… tho we’re not sure who it belonged to. Wife and Kiddos found a cat collar in the yard; no tags.
Really, none of this surprises me.
We may live in Austin, but wildlife abounds. Deer are common, with our landscape being munched and deer poop throughout the neighborhood yards. We probably hear coyotes howl at least once or twice a month. I remember a few years ago there was a mountain lion spotted at the Wildflower Center (matter of miles from my house).
And coyotes have to eat too. As far as I could tell, they were just hungry.
Food hasn’t been scarce… but then, when there are lots of cats wandering the neighborhood, that equates to food not being scarce.
No it wasn’t what I expected to see when I stepped out of my house, but it’s not really a surprise.
It’s a reality of living in this area. Be aware of it. And if you don’t want such a result to befall your beloved pets, keep them indoors.
Class was good
This past Saturday was another round of classes at KR Training. We had one of our good combo days: Basic Pistol 2 and Defensive Pistol Skills 1.
There isn’t much to say here that hasn’t been said before about these classes, because the things that students encounter, the enlightenment, it surprises, etc. is all pretty typical for those classes. Trigger control and sight alignment remain the order of the day. 🙂 Really tho, part of why there’s not much to say is because these two classes were pretty awesome. A fantastic group of students in both classes. One thing that we noticed in DPS1 was how little we taped the targets — students were really doing well! And apart from a little rain here and there, which was easy to work around, classes went smooooooth.
But I did see a few things worth mentioning.
M&P Shield – Saw a LOT of these during the classes. I should have counted, didn’t, but there were numerous and so quickly after introduction. Shows the explosion of this gun’s popularity. But I saw a couple of things that bothered me.
1. I’ve been seeing the Shield fail to go into battery more than enough times. It goes like 98% into battery, which isn’t enough, and the gun doesn’t work. And it happens over and over. I’m not sure why it’s happening, but I’ve seen it with my Shield, and I saw it happen to multiple students and their respective Shield’s. I have no idea what to call the culprit tho… but it’s just something that gives me pause.
2. One student had a brand new Shield with a magazine disconnect. Rumor has it that now every Shield is made this way because of Massachusetts? I don’t yet know if this is the case, but if in fact EVERY Shield is now made with a disconnect well…. since I can’t recommend a gun with a disconnect, then that means I can no longer recommend the Shield. That sucks. I’ll try to look into this more.
Demographics – This morning’s The Shooting Wire had this blurb about new shooters
Having said that, I admit some concerns when a new shooter is sporting body piercings, body art and a decidedly goth dress code. Today, however, that new shooter may be male or female. They’re just expressing themselves, albeit differently from anything I’d ever considered.
Instead of accenting differences, I’m increasingly trying to convince myself to take the things we agree on (like guns) and use them as the lubrication needed to get beyond my personal
We had a wide range of students in class: young to old, male and female, and while there were no goths, there were certainly some people who broke the stereotypical gun owner mold. And one of those guys was shooting pretty damn good.
I always point out demographics because I see the reality of what gun ownership is like, and who is shooting… and who is starting to learn to shoot. It’s growing, it’s widening, it’s diversifying. No pigeonholing here.
Personal note – On a personal note, I need to remember to keep my voice relaxed… let the PA/bullhorn do its job. It’s hard to… you have ear muffs on, I’m deaf enough already, you start to speak louder… and that just kills the vocal chords. I did better… voice made it all the way through class. But still. 🙂
Coloring YOUR perceptions
The other morning in traffic I saw a truck with one of those “Keep honking — I’m reloading” bumper stickers.
I don’t remember where I saw this, but someone in the gun community postulated these stickers were bad and should be removed and never used because they reflected badly upon the rest of us gun owners.
Now, let’s ignore the irony of a gun-owner suggesting a ban on things that look bad, and step back to look at a greater issue.
We are becoming a society in which we let the actions of a few determine and set our perceptions of the whole. In this case, that one bumper sticker being extrapolated into all gun owners are violent road-raging jerks, or all truck drivers are also gun owners and thus also jerks, etc.. In part, it’s due to the fact that the few tend to get the most visibility. You get one guy that goes on a rampage with a gun and he gets all the media frenzy. But we don’t see nor hear about the millions of gun owners that didn’t kill anyone on that same day. One person’s actions somehow outweigh the actions of millions, and color the outside world’s perception of the greater group.
Think about that for a moment.
It doesn’t matter what grouping you talk about, what persuasion you have, or what group you belong to. If you’re Christian, atheist, Muslim, Jew, straight, gay, white, black, Asian, gun-owner, gun-banner, Democrat, Republican, Libertarian, Anarchist, or even just your family (because we all have that one weird relative), whatever…. Do you feel it’s right when some singular fringe member of YOUR grouping acts in a manner you don’t approve of and perhaps not indicative of the greater group, then the outside world extrapolate that one person’s ill-actions (stupidity?) to the rest of your group? to you yourself? I would reason you wouldn’t find that right nor just and fair.
So perhaps what we need to do is stop this extrapolation ourselves. That is, if you see one person acting in a “bad” way, don’t think their behavior is indicative of the group but rather, just this particular person. Don’t allow that bumper sticker to set your perceptions of all gun owners, just that particular person. I think this is a better approach, because it requires us to change ourselves and hopefully improve ourselves and how we perceive the world and the people within it.
A year since we’ve said goodbye
A friend pointed me to the Apple website, because 1 year ago today, Steve Jobs passed away. Apple changed their home page today to post a video (linked here, but no idea how long this link will remain, or if it’ll move to a more permanent home eventually), a tribute and remembrance of Steve Jobs.
Yeah… it choked me up a bit.
I didn’t know Steve at all, but my first computer was an Apple //e, and the day I saw a Mac… it changed my life. I’ve spent over 20 years writing Mac and now iOS software professionally, so yeah… Apple has a place in my life.
At the end of the video you hear Steve say:
It’s technology married with liberal arts, married with the humanities, that yields us the result that makes our heart sing.
That’s what people tend to not get.
Sure, iPhone is behind Android in a lot of respects. In fact, in many respects Mac has been behind the PC/Windows. But in many other respects, Apple has completely lead the way in both the desktop Mac and mobile iPhone world (and let’s not forget the music iPod world either). And the biggest leader is Apple make products people want to have, that people yearn to have. Who lines up for the midnight release of any product? What other customers find opening the box to be a religious experience? that a product, a service, a brand creates such intense devotion… to plastic and silicon?
There’s an aesthetic.
I see Android devices all day at my day job, and I just can’t like them. Same with Windows vs. Mac. Oh sure, I can totally appreciate the technology going into them, both the hardware and the OS. I think there’s actually a lot of cool stuff about Android as an OS. But it just doesn’t sing to me. It doesn’t move me. I don’t look at it as a joy that I like to look at for hours every day, which is what I have to do. If I have to stare at something for a long time, I like it to be pleasing to the eyes (like my wife), and somehow stir my soul (like my wife).
To some people, they don’t care. These things don’t matter to them. And that’s OK. To some it’s pure utilitarian, or they don’t know any different or don’t care. And that’s fine. That’s them.
Me?
Well, speaking of Steve… if you consider his background with typography and how that influenced the development of Mac. Just the other day I read about a new programmer’s font, the article mentioned a few, I downloaded and tried them out, and settled on Source Code Pro. It’s a beautiful font. It’s a lot nicer on the eyes, and when you’re staring at code all day long well… the shape and placement and count of pixels really starts to matter. And you probably don’t realize it, until you start to care and do something about it… like change it. But there’s the joy of Apple. They spend so much time fussing and caring about every little pixel, every little detail. The intent? To just work. In some respects, it should be remarkable; “Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic.” But really in most respects it should be unremarkable. It should just work, it should not get in our way, it should not impede the flow of our work, it should enable and empower us… and we don’t really notice nor understand why. And even something as simple as a font can do this. Does that matter? Yes it does. And Steve knew that. Many people don’t know, don’t care, or aren’t aware… and that’s fine for them.
Not me.
Burglary of vehicles on the rise
Via KR Training
Just received from the Travis County Sheriff’s Department:
Burglary of Vehicles
Throughout the month of September, there have been a very high number of nighttime burglaries of vehicles in West Travis County.
Most vehicles were unlocked. The unknown suspect(s) continue to check vehicle doors and steal anything of value from those left unlocked.
The burglaries are occurring during the late nighttime and early morning hours.
It is imperative that residents lock vehicles and park in garages if possible. Don’t make it easy for the criminals. Please, continue to be vigilant about reporting any suspicious vehicles or persons immediately by calling 911.
If you believe you may have helpful information, you can call the Travis County Sheriff’s Office West Command at 854-9728.
Some items of note.
They are merely checking for unlocked doors. They don’t want to smash windows or pop doors. Why? These would create noise and draw attention. Be very very quiet.
And they take anything of value. So? Leave nothing of value in your car.
I know we don’t like to hear this, and no we shouldn’t have to hear it. It shouldn’t have to be this way. But this is the unfortunate reality.
Lock your doors. Keep nothing of value in your car (or at least keep it well out of sight).
And if you can, keep your ears peeled and report suspicious activity.
Yes, burglary in the night is a crime, and it’s even one that under proper circumstances you could defend with deadly force. But let’s remember the “beer & tv” principle.
Powerful
A Mind Map of Influence and Winning
I believe I saw Date Tate post this: a MindMeister Mind Map of How to Win Friends & Influence People.
It’s a pretty nice visual overview of Mr. Carnegie’s book. I actually saved it as a graphic, inverted it (so it’s now yellow text on a black background), and made it into the desktop picture/wallpaper on my laptop. Force myself to stare at it every day.
Again, this is a book that I’ve poked at numerous times over the years, but only recently really dove into and am working to seriously embrace. I wish I had done it sooner. Learn from my mistake.
AAR – Lone Star Medics, Medicine X EDC, Sep. 22-23 2012
Some years ago my family and I were driving out of our subdivision and came upon a motorcycle accident. It must have happened a minute before we pulled onto the scene because there were two people down on the road, no police nor EMS, and a lot of people walking around on their mobile phones. I got out of the car to see what I could do to help, and I did… but at the time the most recent medical training I had was my old Boy Scout first aid work. Too long ago. I remembered enough to do some good, but realized how much I didn’t remember. It was sobering and motivated me to seek more medical training.
Lone Star Medics first came out to KR Training about 9 months ago (my AAR of their Dynamic First Aid is here). It was a good and eye-opening time, especially since I got to see how much I forgot and how much had changed in the “first aid” world during my learning gap.
When I learned LSM was coming back, I immediately signed up for the course. But this course was different. This course is Medicine X EDC.
Medicine X EDC
Based upon LSM’s Medicine X course, Medicine X EDC is just that – Every Day Carry. From LSM’s website:
This two-day course was developed for those that wanted to learn how to identify and treat life-threatening injuries in a gunfight; but from a civilian concealed carry perspective. If you’ve taken “Medicine X” before you’ve learned how to work from your chest rig, plate carrier, body armor, etc. Well, what about when you’re not wearing all that kit? How do you carry the contents of an IFAK without the pouch? How do we “run & gun” while in jeans and a T-shirt?
While a fair bit of the material overlaps the Dynamic First Aid course I previously took, it’s not the same sort of course. Yes some things are going to be the same, because bleeding is bleeding and a tourniquet is your first line of defense at stopping external bleeding. But there is NO harm in getting this information again because 1. maybe something changed between the last time you took a course and now (it was constantly evident that medical best practices can and do change often) 2. reinforcement through repetition is always going to help foster learning. But what really sets this course apart is the context and application.
I think Karl said it best, that a course like this really presents the full reality of what an armed-citizen confrontation can be like. So many of the classes just focus on shooting and shooting skills. Some might go further and talk about legal or present some deeper scenarios on force, but again that’s where it ends. What if your spouse was with you and got hurt? What then? Is there any addressing of that situation? Are you prepared to handle that? You carry a gun because you acknowledge the police can’t be here to help you and that at best it’ll take them 5-10 minutes to show up… the same holds for EMS. Thus, this class and the scenarios presented really help to take you through a more complete cycle that could be present in a self-defense situation.
Note that while the class was presented in a defensive shooting context, the skills hold regardless of situation. Maybe Uncle Ted got hurt while deer hunting. Maybe there was a car wreck. Bleeding is bleeding. The need to extract someone and care for someone buying them seconds until medics arrive, that’s going to hold.
Course Content

LSM Instructor Caleb Causey watches Brian Brown patching up “Rescue Randy” while an injured Paul Martin watches for bad guys.
The course was a mixture of classroom and field time. A concept would be presented in the classroom, then we’d head outside to apply it. Sometimes it might just be running through some practical drills. For example, carries and drags was just us breaking into small groups and hauling each other around, practicing the skill. Other times, it was onto the range to put things into a greater context.
Yes we did a mixture of live fire shooting and medical application. Shooting courses, however, weren’t everyone getting up on the line and shooting. Instead, everyone was some sort of a scenario. Barrels, barricades, benches would be placed. Photo-realistic targets erected, and yes lots of “no-shoots” present. And then… there was “Rescue Randy”, a full-sized heavy training dummy that we’d have to haul around. Plus, safer to have Randy downrange than anyone else. 🙂 You’d be given basic instructions, then “Gun!” and away you went. You would have to shoot through the course. Caleb would be watching and giving instructions — and throwing curve-balls. Let’s say you forgot to get behind cover, Caleb might call out that your right arm just got shot and is now out of commission. You’d have to then apply first aid to yourself, then continue with the scenario. Most would end with you applying the medical knowledge just taught… all under Caleb’s watchful eye.
Everything builds upon prior knowledge. A skill is learned, then applied in a simple scenario. Another skill is learned, then the scenario gets more difficult. The scenario may be a solo, then a pair, then a 4-man team. We even did some stuff back in the woods at the KR Training facility (that was pretty cool). Everything jacks up the pressure, jacks up the chaos and intensity. Why? Because that’s how it’s going to be. You’re going to need to perform. And here? You’re going to make mistakes, but that’s how it goes… you come to learn.
We culminated with a force-on-force scenario, using Airsoft and replicating a recent real-life situation. It put everything together and really forced you to have to think outside the box and your comfort zone. Solid stuff.
My Take-Home
There’s a lot of take-home for me: gun stuff, instructor stuff, and medical stuff.
Gun Stuff
This is pretty simple, and actually, not much to focus on.
You see, while shooting is a part of the course, it’s not the emphasis of the course. I don’t know how many rounds I shot, but certainly under 100… maybe even under 50. There’s some minor instruction on gun stuff, but really, you’re expected to know how to shoot and how to handle defensive shooting skills in a private citizen concealed carry context. Don’t look at this as a bad thing tho, because well… there’s lots of courses out there that work on the shooting side of things; you come to this class to learn how to do field medicine.
That said, under all the pressure of the day, I certainly found some things lacking.
The biggest take-home for me was realizing how in all the dry fire practice I’ve been doing, I’ve been focusing too much on basic skill work and not on “defensive shooting” skills. That is, I’m working on the draw, or the press out, but not on things like remembering to top off my magazine before reholstering. I got better at this as I went along, but still was omitting something or other.
I also kept seeing my trigger-slap problem resurfacing. *sigh* There was one point where I had forgotten to “get off the X” and was treating wounds “on the X”. Naturally, Caleb kept calling “contact front!” on me and I’d have to keep engaging. I recall him telling me I need to hit the guy… and I can only assume I was going “low left” from trigger slap. I slowed down, smooth press, heard Caleb say he was neutralized, I continued on. *sigh*
So in terms of gun stuff, my take-home was a few things:
- Work on my full defensive response, not just fundamental skills. But of course, make sure those fundamental skills are being worked as I go along. As well, don’t be afraid to work some medical skills and other “post-shooting” skills in (e.g. dialing 911, police contact, etc.).
- Continue to work on my trigger slap.
- Get more exposure to more weapons systems. You never know what you might have to pick up off the ground to stay in the fight.
Instructor Stuff
I can’t help it. I watch other people teach so I can learn how I can improve my teaching.
I have to give Caleb a lot of credit — he’s a great teacher. He’s just got a knack for it. It’s lots of little things in terms of his presentation, his patience, his willingness to listen and give students the attention they require.
I kept finding myself falling back to my recent re-reading of How to Win Friends and Influence People, and it just seemed like Caleb knew that book and applied it. I forgot to ask him if he actually was applying techniques from the book or if it was just his natural knack, but either way, he’s really got something that separates someone that knows material from someone that can teach it. And so, it just gave me some little bits of things to try to do here and there to make myself a better instructor.
One specific item is in doing scenario work. I found myself doing the wrong thing at one point. I had started to do one thing, then Caleb said something and I started to respond to what he said. The problem? My brain processed what Caleb said as a “hint hint… you should be doing this”, and so I started doing that, but it was completely the wrong thing to do. It’s totally my fault, I should have done what I knew was the right thing to do, but brain is in monkey-mode and you often just do what you’re told instead of thinking. That’s the whole point of the exercise, and it tells me some things about how I, as an instructor, have to be aware of what I say during scenarios. My phrasing and timing, vocal intonation, word choice, it can and will mess with people. Sometimes that will be the desired effect, other times it should not. I must be judicious and mindful of what I say in terms of providing scenario details vs. “hints” about what to do to ensure I draw out the desired training lesson.
Medical Stuff
Here’s the real meat of it all.
First, it was great to get the direct medical knowledge: scene safety, carries and drags, tourniquets, patient assessment, pressure bandages, wound packing, burns, chest injuries, shock, equipment selection, talk/communication with your team or your downed buddy, etc.. All that was good stuff.
Some bigger take-homes for me?
Get off the X
This is quite consistent with what we teach in the gun-side of things: it’s better to not get shot than it is to shoot.
During the first scenario, I start to drag Randy when Caleb makes a big point about how heavy Randy is bleeding. My brain says to start applying tourniquet, and as such Caleb has me constantly getting receiving incoming fire. Eventually I get the hint and pull Randy behind cover and begin treatment. After my scene was done, Caleb made the point something to the effect that it doesn’t matter if he’s cut in half and bleeding a gusher, get off the X. Yes, sometimes you MIGHT have to treat on the X, but it’s certainly not your default mode because while he might be bleeding badly here, it’s only risking being worse out there.
Tourniquet
Tourniquet is the go-to for external bleeding. It will work. It’s the fastest thing to apply. In one scenario there was “only a little bleeding” so my brain thought to go for a pressure bandage. After I spent too much time trying to get it out of the package, you realize how a tourniquet would have been on and done with before you even got the bandage out of the bag.
Equipment only matters if you have it (on you)
Why do we carry guns on our person? Because when we need it, we need it right now and really badly. We know we won’t have time to go back into the house or to the car to get the gun, because the scene will unfold in seconds.
Why would a medical situation be any different?
Can you really go run to your car and get what you need, when it only takes a matter of seconds or short minutes to bleed out?
So what can you carry on your person?
Caleb has a good solution in terms of an ankle rig, but I don’t think that works for me because I just can’t wear long pants all year round. But I reckon I can find a way to carry a tourniquet on my belt (find a good pouch), which is better than nothing. I’m also formulating what to keep as a minimal bag in ways that I can carry a bit more gear, like in the bag I take to and from work every day. Yes, I should have picked up this gear back in January, but I feel more comfortable now with the gear and in knowing what to get and apply. And let me just say Combat Gauze is wicked expensive!
Have a Plan
You have to have a plan — and a clear cut, fully thought out plan — before you dive in. If you’re behind cover, make sure you know precisely what you will do, how you will do it, and where you’re going. For example, in the 4-man team scenario, while behind cover we should have planned out precisely who was to pick up Randy, who was to cover, how the pick-up people should have picked up and dragged Randy, where to drag him to, everything. We had some things figured out, but not all things. Chaos ensued.
Granted your plan may not pan out because a new circumstance may arise. But then it’s easier to reformulate and modify vs. having no plan at all. Plus, your plan may be able to be executed completely, which is a far lot better than having had no plan at all.
Conclusion
It was a hard weekend. Tired. Draining. Sobering because it was full of hard lessons.
I’m so glad I went through it.
This may be hard, but lacking this knowledge and finding myself wanting it while the flag is flying? That’s harder. I will always come back to that motorcycle accident and how I felt when I realized how much I had forgotten. I will always think how much better I could have handled the situation if my knowledge was fresh, if I had better equipment.
Would I take this again? Certainly. Will I encourage others to take this course? I hope if you’ve read this far you’ve been convinced of the importance of such training. Should you take it with Lone Star Medics? Why certainly. Caleb admits he’s not the only source of such knowledge and, like any good instructor, encourages us to seek out training from a wide variety of instructors. I will say if you have no training you should at least get some basic first aid — the boo-boo and bee-sting sort of stuff, because those incidents are quite common. I will say you should then go further and learn about these matters, especially if you carry a gun. I highly recommend Lone Star Medics, not just for their knowledge, but the quality of instruction and the unique approach to teaching and learning.
Big thanx to Caleb and his crew for coming out and putting on a great weekend, and to Karl for bringing Caleb back. Do look for LSM to be back on the KR Training schedule.
Paul Martin was another student in the class. Read his write-up of the weekend.
Big thanx to Brian Brown for sharing pictures he took.
Forge onwards
Got nothing.
Prepping for a weekend of learning.
Feeling run down from all the dieting.
Work is good, but just exhausting.
Haven’t had enough time with Wife and Kiddos.
Paying attention to most of the world around me, all I see is people being mean, nasty, closed-minded, bitter, harsh, “if you don’t agree with my narrow view then you are an asshole and should die a horrible death” types of attitudes.
I read Orange Goblin is going to tour the world in 2013, but it seems their only Austin show will be during SXSW… too many bands I want to see do this, and it means they won’t get much of a set nor that I’ll get to see them because I can’t justify the expense of SXSW for just one band. *sigh*
I’m just not feeling it right now.
I think it’s just a feeling of being worn out, and each feeds into the other. The diet has me running on fumes, which makes it harder to work, which leaves me more tired, which leaves me just wanting to go to bed, which means less time with the family, which bums me out, which leaves me not wanting to do anything, haven’t been taking the dog out on morning walks (which is part of my exercise), hard to want to do my own programming projects (which I’m stoked about, but I’m just pooped), and so on. I have been thinking about taking a day or more off the diet to try to refresh myself. I just don’t want to risk regression. I’m teetering on that edge tho. I’ve caught myself starting to slack on the diet, or allow myself a little something here or there to try to take the edge off. Not good.
Still going to try to smile tho. 🙂 Forge onwards.

